wasted away
Trying to get on the right track. I turned off my phone yesterday. I feel pretty helpless. Maybe because I spent all the money I saved up to help out a friend... sure you'll pay me back but all the anxiety you had has fallen upon my shoulders. I made it my problem. I feel pretty trapped... as in my keys are still locked in my car... along with my bike and keys to the apartment.
University mail sucks apparently... waiting on the spare key, the ear piece, a text book, and a check in the mail. I need need need this now. People are not the type to rely on. I couldn't count on anyone to give me a lift to the store so I could buy toliet paper. Come on.
Running away this weekend. That is if the mail starts being delivered in the near future. I just have so much on my mind. I wish I knew some things for sure. I think I'm becoming a little pathetic. Honestly, I'm not happy with myself. It's times like these when you ask yourself "What the hell are you doing?" I need time to think. I need a plan. I need to be certain about things.
University mail sucks apparently... waiting on the spare key, the ear piece, a text book, and a check in the mail. I need need need this now. People are not the type to rely on. I couldn't count on anyone to give me a lift to the store so I could buy toliet paper. Come on.
Running away this weekend. That is if the mail starts being delivered in the near future. I just have so much on my mind. I wish I knew some things for sure. I think I'm becoming a little pathetic. Honestly, I'm not happy with myself. It's times like these when you ask yourself "What the hell are you doing?" I need time to think. I need a plan. I need to be certain about things.