Shit
I prefer the drama free life.
I'm ready to go back to the circle city. I miss my friends. Nikki and Amanda. Very much so.
They never have drama.
Nor do I when I'm around them.
They make me happy.
In fact, I don't think they've ever made me sad.
So things are okay I guess. Just waiting for some kind of acknowledgemnt form hillary... but I probably don't deserve it. A year ago... the same thing happened. Completely walked out, and just like that it was over. I hate crying.
Stopping is the problem really.
I'm really not okay with people becoming very close to me. or too close. Let me go. Just let me go.
Why do we always hurt the people we love?
I wish people would let some things go.
I wish you would quit popping pills.
I wish you would move on. you're better than that.
I wish you would stop being so miserable.
I wish the drugs would stop.
I wish you would be happy.
Then maybe I could sleep at night.
and if you think I was talking about you, I probably was.
Just be okay.
it is possible.
you just have to believe in it.
I'm ready to go back to the circle city. I miss my friends. Nikki and Amanda. Very much so.
They never have drama.
Nor do I when I'm around them.
They make me happy.
In fact, I don't think they've ever made me sad.
So things are okay I guess. Just waiting for some kind of acknowledgemnt form hillary... but I probably don't deserve it. A year ago... the same thing happened. Completely walked out, and just like that it was over. I hate crying.
Stopping is the problem really.
I'm really not okay with people becoming very close to me. or too close. Let me go. Just let me go.
Why do we always hurt the people we love?
I wish people would let some things go.
I wish you would quit popping pills.
I wish you would move on. you're better than that.
I wish you would stop being so miserable.
I wish the drugs would stop.
I wish you would be happy.
Then maybe I could sleep at night.
and if you think I was talking about you, I probably was.
Just be okay.
it is possible.
you just have to believe in it.