Aug 21, 2005 13:21
Eh I can't concentrate. WTF.
I dropped my math class. Fuck math. It required more effort than I like to give right now. First day of class and I already was in great need of a tutor. I'm good with numbers but there comes a time when problems don't make sense anymore and there becomes no point because the solution is just a solution that doesn't matter or doesn't exist. and the fact that my professor was from another country, english is his second language, that didn't help... nor was he very helpful. but whatever.
My other classes on the other hand are more on the thinking bases. thinking and reading. good combination. I like to think. Something high school never offered. It never made you think. it was more of reviewing.
I'm learning about human in all aspects. culture, evolution, technology, civilization... great times.
English is a bit slow. dr. hendricks has a hard time making his point. or takes longer than necessary to make his point. but whatever.
App. of music looks like great times.
I'm already getting smarter.
The failed attempt of gayvid and natalie coming left hillary and i sad and well bored.... so we went to atlanta for the day. Because we can do that now. go when ever we want. for whatever reasons. it was a real experience for me. Ive never really been. well except to the airport. we did a lot of exploring as in we were lost most of the time. but we are investing into a map. and times will only get grander. I had so much fun, we havent had fun like that in a really long time. and the for the first time there were no worries.
I love hillary... in the straightest way possible.
The fact that I'm in college is really starting to sink in. its something we've always talked about. wished for. and its finally here. and we made it happen. and its just amazing.
a great feeling.
I havent met any real friends yet but I guess Im not in a real hurry. I want to focus on school if that makes sense. I want less distractions right now. school is really important. and right now... there's really no drama. Its like starting over again. Its freedom. Its a new beginning. I'm not in a hurry to mess that up. a lot of issues have come up but I'm just laying low for right now.
I am home sick. I do miss everyone.
and I will be back friday. for the weekend.
I hope to see you.
well I have procrastinated enough.
*opens book again