Jun 27, 2005 20:21
Its when you fall flat on your face... that's when it really sucks.
And explaining my feelings would give you the advantage because I know you'll read this. so I won't but not everything is what it seems.
Does it matter how I feel...
I really fucked up.
but I'm paying for it so I guess it equals out.
and I'm sorry.
and one of my friends is in the hospital. flipped her van. she was stuck inside upside down for 45 minutes. they had to cut the van to get her out. could you imagine. she really bruised up and she broke her leg.
the story...
she was driving down cottonwood hwy next to a semi... and a car pulled out in front of them... and instead of hitting the semi the people hit her and sent her, well, upside down... I dont know.
but these people are blaming her for it even though it wasnt her fault but she doesnt remember anything that happened... which is probably a good thing.
but in her defense joseph's mom saw the whole thing. I just think its shitty that you almost kill someone and you dont take the blame... I dont care how old you are.
but maybe my facts are wrong. I havent seen her yet.
I'm sorry
but I can't stop thinking about it...
and the drama in my life...
Its times like these when you feel like youre the only one.
Time for me to disappear.
someone please come save me from myself.