do not forget the way we looked in eachtoher's eyes and knew that this was it;
wednesday thursday. pointless. they're just days that bring us closer to sunday, christmas, which im not even excited about. where has everything gone. i honestly dont even know what to think about anything, i feel like im so out of control. and its not even that bad things are happening with chris, or school, its just like i feel helpless. like im watching my life happen and im not a part of it. i dont want this to be a depressing entry. heres what happened today:
chris came over tonight. i was happy about that, because last weekend i thought that we werent going to see eachother until after christmas. but he did get to come over, and we exchanged gifts. he got me the notebook DVD. I AM SO HAPPY ABOUT THAT. i was acutally going to go out and buy it myself. thanks to boyfriends. :) he also got me this pretty black scarf that is really warm and fuzzy. he is so adorable. when i was thinking about his gift, i felt like and idoit. i went with the whole 'a handmade gift is better than something you get at a store' thing. but i thought and thought, and ended up staying up until 12 last night thinking about it. but the end result was this:
he told me that he really loved it. he even let his mom read it.
chris: let me tell you something
letsGO hollywood: tell me something
chris: i think this is quite possibly the best and most favorite gift i have gotten
chris: my mom read it and i dont even care it doesnt matter to me if people know that i love you or not
chris: ive hardcore realized it thanks to the book
its about the time that i should be going to bed, but my freaking parents want me to help them wrap? whatever. i guess ill do a few. im beat.
comment and everything, thank you, the end.