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Tired much? Yes. Im tired.
Im tired of not having someone special.
Im tired of just random people making me feel special for a day, then going back to just being friends the next day.
Im a complainer and what not, but being alone is just about the worst feeling.
For the last few weeks its hit me hard.
Im just really sick of being alone.
I want what all of my friends have.
I want to beable to have a steady relationship.
I want to beable to say our 4 month anniversery is on [date.]
To beable to post a picture of me and my loved one kissing or hugging or just even standing next to eachother would be amazing.
I get jealous sometimes of how amazing my friends relationships are.
Dont get me wrong I love seeing my friends happy its
the second best thing in this world but i cant help but to wonder what it feels like to be THAT happy.