Need a Job and Justin
Ugh. Still no job. It's been a month now. But, it's not entirely my fault, either. I have to work around everyone else's schedule to even go get applicatios, and that often leaves me home doing nothing. That, and I've been spending a lot of that time with Justin. For being a non-relationship, we sure do spend a lot of time together. That boy confuses me. But once he's got his job thing secured and a new place, we'll have a chance to evaluate just what he wants right now. I already know what I want, and so does he. Thing is, I think he wants to same thing. But the past isn't all that far gone just yet. Old wounds and all that. So I understand his hesitance for starting on something new. But I wish he could see that I'm not like her. I'm not as demanding as she seems to be. I'm really laid back as far as dating goes. In fact, that way we've been over the last month is pretty much exactly how I'd be if we were dating. No need to fancy things and special occasions. Just being in the same room with him is good enough for me.