with all the things she did.

[_afabricatedlie]

with a gun cocked to my head.
i remember all
the things he did
and i breathe in to myself
and i scream.
and i scream
and i scream instead of waking.
oh
uh oh.
and i bleed internally as i wonder what she's done to me.
and it seems so incomplete.
this explanation.
you're giving.
its just words to me.
and the time is ticking when
i remember all the things she said.
and i'd love to take it back. take it away.
take it away...

and i bleed
And i bleed.
And i bleed for this.
And i bleed and i scream.
and its so useless to me.
oh.
uh oh.
what is this doing to me?
oh.
uh oh.
what are you doing to me.
uh uh uh.
oh.

and the gun still to my head.
i remember vaguely.