*hic up*
i cant sleep, im so freaking tired... but my mind is racing extremely fast, and i have the worst head ache.... ha it be funny if my headache was from the bleach i used for my shoes. my mom rules and she sewed up the pockets on my new hoodie. tonight was a weird nihgt. everybody was all excited to talk to me, then they would just stop talking to me or sign off. it feels like one of those consperancy nights, THE WORLD IS AGAINST ME! i wish my mom still had some ambien left, this deffinatly would have been an ambien nihgt, i could have gone to bed around 10. its wierd but i can still remember exactly what it felt like before i was about to go to sleep after taking an ambien. im not addicted to sleeping pills or anything, its just a nice feeling, not to have to think about anything.its weird, because during the week i want the weekend to come, but when the weekend comes i want it to be over. i dont want to go back to school, but i dont like the way my weekends feel. i am actually going out which is a good thing.ha, i just noticed that this is deffinatly another babling entry that has no structure, no meaning, no point, AND NO PARAGRAPHS! so yeah, off to put my hoodie in the dryer in hopes of getting rid of the faint thrift smell that slightly remains in it. it has been in my room for over 24 hours so its lost a lot of it already. and i have the hic ups, i cant stand them... hmm.... anything else... NOPE *slap slap* de la espalda de mi mano.