Aug 24, 2005 05:13
I guess I need to get into the habit of it.
I mean I can sit for hours reading the same newspaper articles over and over being bored to death and wanting something to do, but I never remember livejournal.
Oh well. Things have been going a bit up and down over here. Love the place I live and the freedom and everything, but I still have not recieved my loan and worse, I won't be allowed to join the course called "akademisk skriving" (about how to write and read and analyze sources and everything) this fall and I am afraid that will mean I won't get some of the loan turned into scholarship and I have no idea when I can take the course and I probably should have had that course before I start on everything else. Also I gambled and decided to do the examevaluation on the other courses (I took an extra instead, so that I would get all the "study points" I needed this fall) but the exam evaluation means I am basically on my own and that noone will bother to see if I am there and then the grade will be set by my exam alone... The other alternative was to do some groupwork thing and you got evaluation during the year. I detest working in groups, so that wasn't an option... still. Ah and why isn't the loan here by now? Oh well the worst that could happen is that I have to drop out, get a job, start over again next year.
Oh gods I never thought I could get anxious over something like this.