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mm, before chuck gets here i figured i would update this thing.
but i don't feel like making a regular entry. so deal.
uhm, today i filled out an application at dunks. cool.
okay, here's what i'm going to do. see, this summer has been kind of unexpected. i mean, not bad or anything..just not exactly what i had in mind at the end of last. like, at the end of every summer i always plan out my next one..with things i wish i had accomplished this time, things i want to keep the same, etc. and i had NO idea that anything that happened this time would. and in some ways it turned out better (cali, nyc, charlotte), and in some ways it didn't(mostly, nawaka). but i decided to list right now all the people i currently miss & didn't expect to. weird, i know. but it's what i'm in the mood for.
1) EMILY! because i thought i was going to spend 7 kickass weeks with her & instead i haven't seen her since halloween. what IS that? AND i couldn't go to INCUBUS (<3) with her because i was in cali.
2) chuck (from nawaka)..once again thought i'd see him once a month this entire year & spend my whole summer with him. but, i haven't seen him since he came over last september before my surgery..and i talked to him lauren & kristie last weekend which made me very sad because i want to be there with them.
3) lauren cause i've been talking to her online a lot & it's geeky cause i should be there in person.
4) kristie because last weekend was her 18th birthday & i should have been there to party with her like last year (ohh, that was SOO fun!)
5) Shawn..& not just not seeing him (which i hardly ever do anymore) but i miss being best friends with him..and i just never really thought it would ever get to the point where i missed him. & now that it has it sucks so much.
6) Jared because he's been in stupid Martha's Vineyard until sunday
7) Erin because she's been in Boston and i haven't seen her in like a week which is extremely tragic.
8) Corrine because i really did think that this summer we were actually going to succeed in finally hanging out & we haven't which sucks because i love & miss her very much.
9) isabel because i saw meredith wicked unexpectedly & it made me think of her. and i talk to her a lot but i wish i actually SAW her.
10) ashley downing! cause i haven't seen or talked to her all summer.
11) KORRIN! because we got so close this year & i haven't seen her since before PCC.
12) nick because he's gone for like the next 3 weeks.
13) erin king who's in Block Island until..i don't know. for a while. & i may not see her as often during the year as i like but during the summer we're ALWAYS together. & i've maybe seen her 2 or 3 times this year. which is stupid.
14) CHARLOTTE!!!!!!!!!! because i LOVE her. and now she's a million miles away.
15) and Bea. for a million different reasons. i love you.
holy crap, and 16)(who should be WAYYY up the list, although, this isn't in any particular order) COLLEEN!!!!
and i mean there's a ton of others too. like, everyone at nawaka, spellman kids i haven't seen, cool people from cali who i'll probably never see again..and stuff like that. then there's the people who i used to be extremely close with and now i never talk to..but mainly those were the people i really THOUGHT i'd see, or maybe that i didn't expect to miss so much once our relationships weren't convienient. but there they are. and if you're reading this & are all upset cause you're not on there it could be a) because i HAVE seen you which is wicked awesome and that's prob why i don't MISS you. or b) because i forgot.
and i guess i miss one more person. but i shouldn't. cause they don't deserve it. whatever.
this was such a strange entry.
commentopic! who do YOU miss the most, RIGHT NOW?
and the movie thing..hmm, okay, here's an easy one.
person 1: I don't trust this kid any farther than I can throw him.
person 2: With your bad knee ___, you shouldn't throw anybody.
but i don't feel like making a regular entry. so deal.
uhm, today i filled out an application at dunks. cool.
okay, here's what i'm going to do. see, this summer has been kind of unexpected. i mean, not bad or anything..just not exactly what i had in mind at the end of last. like, at the end of every summer i always plan out my next one..with things i wish i had accomplished this time, things i want to keep the same, etc. and i had NO idea that anything that happened this time would. and in some ways it turned out better (cali, nyc, charlotte), and in some ways it didn't(mostly, nawaka). but i decided to list right now all the people i currently miss & didn't expect to. weird, i know. but it's what i'm in the mood for.
1) EMILY! because i thought i was going to spend 7 kickass weeks with her & instead i haven't seen her since halloween. what IS that? AND i couldn't go to INCUBUS (<3) with her because i was in cali.
2) chuck (from nawaka)..once again thought i'd see him once a month this entire year & spend my whole summer with him. but, i haven't seen him since he came over last september before my surgery..and i talked to him lauren & kristie last weekend which made me very sad because i want to be there with them.
3) lauren cause i've been talking to her online a lot & it's geeky cause i should be there in person.
4) kristie because last weekend was her 18th birthday & i should have been there to party with her like last year (ohh, that was SOO fun!)
5) Shawn..& not just not seeing him (which i hardly ever do anymore) but i miss being best friends with him..and i just never really thought it would ever get to the point where i missed him. & now that it has it sucks so much.
6) Jared because he's been in stupid Martha's Vineyard until sunday
7) Erin because she's been in Boston and i haven't seen her in like a week which is extremely tragic.
8) Corrine because i really did think that this summer we were actually going to succeed in finally hanging out & we haven't which sucks because i love & miss her very much.
9) isabel because i saw meredith wicked unexpectedly & it made me think of her. and i talk to her a lot but i wish i actually SAW her.
10) ashley downing! cause i haven't seen or talked to her all summer.
11) KORRIN! because we got so close this year & i haven't seen her since before PCC.
12) nick because he's gone for like the next 3 weeks.
13) erin king who's in Block Island until..i don't know. for a while. & i may not see her as often during the year as i like but during the summer we're ALWAYS together. & i've maybe seen her 2 or 3 times this year. which is stupid.
14) CHARLOTTE!!!!!!!!!! because i LOVE her. and now she's a million miles away.
15) and Bea. for a million different reasons. i love you.
holy crap, and 16)(who should be WAYYY up the list, although, this isn't in any particular order) COLLEEN!!!!
and i mean there's a ton of others too. like, everyone at nawaka, spellman kids i haven't seen, cool people from cali who i'll probably never see again..and stuff like that. then there's the people who i used to be extremely close with and now i never talk to..but mainly those were the people i really THOUGHT i'd see, or maybe that i didn't expect to miss so much once our relationships weren't convienient. but there they are. and if you're reading this & are all upset cause you're not on there it could be a) because i HAVE seen you which is wicked awesome and that's prob why i don't MISS you. or b) because i forgot.
and i guess i miss one more person. but i shouldn't. cause they don't deserve it. whatever.
this was such a strange entry.
commentopic! who do YOU miss the most, RIGHT NOW?
and the movie thing..hmm, okay, here's an easy one.
person 1: I don't trust this kid any farther than I can throw him.
person 2: With your bad knee ___, you shouldn't throw anybody.