Jul 24, 2004 15:45
There are some things from our high school experiences that we will carry with us for the rest of our lives and some memories that we choose to forget. But when we look back at those experiences, we'll see our friends... the ones who got us through everything and we'll realize how lucky we are to have them. If all my friends were to jump off a bridge, I wouldn't jump with them, I'd be at the bottom to catch them. Everyone hears what you say. Friends listen to what you say. Best friends listen to what you don't say. We all take different paths in life, but no matter where we go, we take a little of each other everywhere. Now, onto the best thing that has happened to me this summer, the best boyfriend ever ! Never in a million years did I think id find someone so utterly and completely perfect, someone who'd make me happier than I ever dreamed I could be, someone that would touch my life so profoundly and just give me a whole new reason to breathe, but then I found you and realized that everything I anticipated you'd be doesn’t even compare to what you are. Wait for the guy who will make an ordinary moment seem magical, the kind of guy who brings out the best in you and makes you want to be a better person. Wait for the guy who will be your best friend, who will drop everything to be with you at any time no matter what the circumstances. Wait for the guy who makes you smile like no one else and when he smiles you know he needs you. Wait for the guy who wants to show you off to the world when you are in sweats and have no make-up on, but appreciates it when you get dolled up for him. And most of all, wait for the guy who will put you at the center of his universe; because that's where you belong. I want you [ Brian John Cappello ] to know that I don't regret a single moment I spend with you. I've learned in my lifetime so far, that you can't help who you fall for and no matter how hard you try or how much it hurts you, everyday that you just wanna be with them or just talk to them. You never stop trying to make them happy by the little things you say or do because that's what makes your life worth going on for. Love is giving someone the ability to destroy you, but trusting them not to. You dont get to choose. You just fall in love. & you get this person, who is all wrong and all right at the same time. &you know that you love them so much, except sometimes, well, they just drive you completely insane. &no one can explain it, not even you. Love is something you don't find very easily. And once you find it, you can't let it go without a fight. Whether you want to feel it or not, it happens. You can't buy love from somebody and you can't take it away. Love is just one of those inevitable things. One of those things that no matter how hard you try to shut it out, the longer it stays in. When you find the guy that you are in love with, it stays. &when you break up, it doesn't mean the feeling is gone. Because if it was true, it wouldn't disappear, not that easily. So when you fall in love, don't try to avoid it, because although the outcome can come out both ways, love is an amazing thing, no matter how hard you try to ignore it. You know you're in love when you can say anything to the person and you know they won't laugh at you. When you can see their face when you close your eyes...when you can still feel their arms around you, holding you tight long after they are gone. You know you're in love when you can still taste their kiss after you have said goodbye...when you miss them even before they are gone...when their voice lingers in your ears. You can tell you're in love when their presence eases any pain...when their name sends chills down your spine...when the only think you can think about is them...when you can see all their hopes and dreams, and even their soul, when you look into their eyes. You know you're in love when they call you at four in the morning and say, "I love you" & mean it...when your tears not only stain their shirt, but also their heart...when they are hurt just because of these tears...when even a simple chore done with them can become a lasting memory. Ultimately, you know you're in love when you can't imagine living without them, & can't figure out how you did before you knew them...when they fulfill every need and without them you are & feel so incomplete. The love of someone else completes the heart, and soul, and mind all at once. <3
[ baby, i love you so much !!! ]