Mar 02, 2005 02:28
Ahaha.. Havent updated since Valentines Day.. hmm lets see any updates.
Umm, I've come to the realization that I do in fact have insomnia, and its okay that I go to sleep at 3:00 every morning and wake up at 5. If I can accept it, so can you.
Theres one lesson that is always constantly being learned through life. I've realized this too. It's that things change, for better, for worse, it doesnt matter, but they always seem to. It also happens when you don't realize. Because you go through the day without thinking about it, and then at the end of the week or the month or whatever it is, you realize how different things are. Seriously, I never thought about it until now but no matter what your situation in life is, you always realize that things have changed. And yeah I guess change is for the better and everything happens for a reason, and I dont know if its just me, but when I do realize that things have changed, I always feel that I wish I could go back to how things used to be. So I guess we should "cherish" what we have now.. and yeah I guess some situations are better than others but no matter how shitty things are now, in a few months you'll probably wish that things were like they are now. Except my current situation. I guess anything could be better than this. Whatever.
I got my belly button pierced on Saturday. Finally. Didnt really hurt though.
I need a job. I almost have one but I'm too lazy to get off my ass and go into the store. I'll deal.
44.5 days till California with Em. ahh thats too many days.
We better have a delay tomorrow. It was good that we got out early Monday and had no school today, but I would be soo happy if there is a delay tomorrow. Or, technically, 2 1/2 hours ahaha.. Whatever I seriously give up. I can't fall asleep anymore at a reasonable hour. But I'm awake in school. Wellll, sometimes, ask Juliana about English, its not pretty sometimes haha.. But idk what the fuck I'm talking about anymore, its 2:37 in the morning. Alright, I guess I'll end here. I'm gonna try and update more often from now on. No, really I am. K bye.