anxiety sucks.
Thanks to everyone at 256 for helping with the panic attack last night.
for all that dont know
i had gotten some bad news before i left but decided i would go out and drink and surround myself with great people.
well i guess that bad news from earlier in the night caught up with me and i started having a panic attack. i couldn't breathe at all. then i guess my bloodsugar level went all crazy with the stress and i passed out repeatedly.
And the fear and everything of not having any idea what was happening or where i was everytime i came to made me panic more. yah i suck.
So after alot of crying and freaking out last night, my eyes look like complete shit today and feel horrible. all baggy and kind of sore. ick.
today, i do nothing and get ready to start my new job tomorrow!
for all that dont know
i had gotten some bad news before i left but decided i would go out and drink and surround myself with great people.
well i guess that bad news from earlier in the night caught up with me and i started having a panic attack. i couldn't breathe at all. then i guess my bloodsugar level went all crazy with the stress and i passed out repeatedly.
And the fear and everything of not having any idea what was happening or where i was everytime i came to made me panic more. yah i suck.
So after alot of crying and freaking out last night, my eyes look like complete shit today and feel horrible. all baggy and kind of sore. ick.
today, i do nothing and get ready to start my new job tomorrow!