not heart-felt
siiighh, Happy New Year! The past two days have been .. well, heres what i did; On New years eve, i was up at 9:22, an alarm was set for 8:40 that never went off. So i got ready and jessie picked me up, and we headed downtown. First we went to NL, i really needed something to wake me up, and breakfast. Then we went over to the mall. I am there far too much, but there isnt exactly tons to do in downtown Scranton. I finally got the Led Zeppelin T i wanted, and a polkadot headband. We were there until 2. then i had to go to work. Work wasnt as busy as it has been the past few days, but i still made a good penny. ;) my mom and dad decided that i need to open up my own checking account. I think that will be good, so that i dont have the money around me, calling my name to be spent .. instead ill have to use checks, or a mac card. So, for New Years eve, we went to my grandparents house for a while, then to my parents friends house. I have never felt so alone, it was weird, we were counting down, and i was on the verge of tears. I dont know why i felt so alienated -Besides the fact that there was nobody there my age, so i had too much time to sit, and think. After midnight, i felt a little better. We didnt leave until about 1:30 .. i must say, it was a nice party.
Today i was up surprisingly early -10am. The rest of the house didnt roll out until about 1. I got ready and Rach and i decided to go downtown, yet again. It was quite dead when we first got there, i didnt even think the mall was open .. Northern Light wasnt, so when the mall closed at 5, we had nowhere to go. We didnt realize that it closed that early. I just wound up going home, i had to be back by 7 anyway. Her mom invited me over for dinner, but i felt like i was intruding. When i got home, nobody else was there .. So i called my dad, and he was more than half way to his parents house, they live in Moscow, about 20minutes away. I felt bad having come back and get me, but im glad he did. My grandfather cooked an awesome Turkey Dinner, i was so stuffed =) I really dont think i moved from the couch. But i did manage to migrate to the car, so we could leave, lol. All i did was clean and watch some TV since i am home. I was hooing to go to the silent Groove/Slackers show tomorrow, or even the Hockey game, but my mom decided to have my Brothers party tomorrow night, so thats what i will be up to. I have been reading a lot more of perks lately, it is amazing - definetly one of my favorite books. I Highly recommend it, that and The book "The Pact". Well, i shall be going now. xxoo
Today i was up surprisingly early -10am. The rest of the house didnt roll out until about 1. I got ready and Rach and i decided to go downtown, yet again. It was quite dead when we first got there, i didnt even think the mall was open .. Northern Light wasnt, so when the mall closed at 5, we had nowhere to go. We didnt realize that it closed that early. I just wound up going home, i had to be back by 7 anyway. Her mom invited me over for dinner, but i felt like i was intruding. When i got home, nobody else was there .. So i called my dad, and he was more than half way to his parents house, they live in Moscow, about 20minutes away. I felt bad having come back and get me, but im glad he did. My grandfather cooked an awesome Turkey Dinner, i was so stuffed =) I really dont think i moved from the couch. But i did manage to migrate to the car, so we could leave, lol. All i did was clean and watch some TV since i am home. I was hooing to go to the silent Groove/Slackers show tomorrow, or even the Hockey game, but my mom decided to have my Brothers party tomorrow night, so thats what i will be up to. I have been reading a lot more of perks lately, it is amazing - definetly one of my favorite books. I Highly recommend it, that and The book "The Pact". Well, i shall be going now. xxoo