Jul 21, 2006 18:44
wow man all the cool people have birthdays in july. lol
4 more days for meeee =]
[as if something exciting is planned. haha nope.]
i doubt i'm still going to chicago. it was supposed to be an anniversary/bday/warped tour thing.... but things have been weird lately. &i'm trying to save $$$. so yeah, prolly not.
i've never broken up with anyone before... everytime we start talking about it we both end up crying. i feel like complete shit, but i've asked for space &it seems like nothing ever changes. except me not wanting to be here anymore. its just getting worse. i don't want us to end up hating each other..
figures, there's finally someone that would do anything for me...and i just push them away.
oh yea &speaking of that, its friday &i'm getting drunk.
peacethefuckout.
chanel
ps welcome back to lj fireflyfighter.
lol