eighteen
18
Its my 18th birthday today!
I'm never too big on birthdays, but I'm always big on my "friends" birthdays.
I am always the girl who calls at 12 saying HAPPY BIRTHDAY, and baking the cakes, bringing the balloons, to all of my friends.
The only people who have said happy birthday to me, were the people I was with seeing transformers. Which was Nick, who was so happy it was my birthday, Ivan and his lady Cali. I at least expected, a text message, a phone call a something from my closest friends, since I am always way over the top with them.
I get home thinking, maybe they resorted to blah myspace and got lazy. But nope. Not even a myspace comment or message saying Happy birthday, not even happy birthday, WELCOME TO ADULT HOOD.
I feel sad, and disapointed, like I always put fourth so much for them, but when its finally my day, nothing.
Maybe I am being selfish.
I know things will look up tommorow.
Happy birthday wittle me.
Its my 18th birthday today!
I'm never too big on birthdays, but I'm always big on my "friends" birthdays.
I am always the girl who calls at 12 saying HAPPY BIRTHDAY, and baking the cakes, bringing the balloons, to all of my friends.
The only people who have said happy birthday to me, were the people I was with seeing transformers. Which was Nick, who was so happy it was my birthday, Ivan and his lady Cali. I at least expected, a text message, a phone call a something from my closest friends, since I am always way over the top with them.
I get home thinking, maybe they resorted to blah myspace and got lazy. But nope. Not even a myspace comment or message saying Happy birthday, not even happy birthday, WELCOME TO ADULT HOOD.
I feel sad, and disapointed, like I always put fourth so much for them, but when its finally my day, nothing.
Maybe I am being selfish.
I know things will look up tommorow.
Happy birthday wittle me.