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so, i'm checking in either tommorow evening or wed. i don't really want to go, but i guess i'll see if it helps, and if this doesn't than i can really say i've tried everything and just give up. i don't know how long i'll have to stay, i really have no clue what it will be like, i just know that i'm going, unless i can some how manage to run somewhere. god...i hate this. but nothing i feel really matters.