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Oct 10, 2005 18:24

Haha = ) ) OMMFG!!! !!!
I have so much to update on. I'm kidding. But seriously.

Okay - SATURDAY!!! Haha -- it was the bomb. Chris got here EARLY and helped me get the stuff together. Then we left on time (for once) and went to mamaw's.. blah blah blah. We finally got on the road, lmao. The way over there was great. He's hilarious times fifty billion♥. It was effering cold so I froze as soon as we got there. We met up with Howard and Jacob for a little bit/ate at the tailgate party. Then the game. Haha =)). We had great seats (5th row up, 40 yard line). I took about 34237489578 pictures. It was cool, except for getting seperated at halftime ;)). Split up for snowcones and a cheeseburger lol. Then went on the field afterwards and met up with the Meades -- Trey, Gavan, their mom, Coach Meade.. and JT Fleming. Got a lot of pictures of them too ;)). Chris got almost everyone's autographs waiting on Justin and I got an effing picture with James Anderson..BOOM BABY! That equals my happiness =)). Then waited on Jusitn to get out of the locker room, which took forever and a half once again. Chris ate like 20 brownies =P. Then went to O'Charley's to eat. IT WAS GREATNESS! Shew-- and then the worst part: saying by to my brother =((. I only got one picture of him, and didn't even realize it until he was gone. Agh. The ride back was fuh-reakin awesome. I took most of my pictures then. Half of them were ones I didn't even mean to take =P. I think I took some in my sleep? Lol. Mom woke me and Chris up and turned the lights out on us..then took a picture. So yeah, that one's hilarious. We even took "YOU'RE NAUGHTY!!! // "NO, I'M NAUGHTY!!!" pictures. I can't wait to post them. We ended up gettin home suprisingly early =)).

Then the next day (yesterday//sunday) was awesome as well! I got up and Savannah said Peyton was coming over and wanted to know if I wanted to get into something. And yeah.. I did. Jerry gave us the key to the high school gym and let us go play basketball//blast music unparentalized =D. It was "fun" - muahaha. Got my pictures developed. Then went to Savannah's and hung out with her, Paige, Peyton, Deidra, Doug, and her parents for a while. + Tried deer meat for the first time - EFFING YES IT WAS AWESOME! It was funny -- almost everything was laughable. I just had a great day all-around. It was also my Miss Kaylee's birthday and I have wondermous news:

* KAYLEE AND DEREK ARE FiNALLY TOGETHER! *

Congratulations -- I love you both!!! =)) Then today was also awesome. Got even more friggin pictures developed and they're hilarious. Got some of Jeremy and Buzz molesting Ryan haha. And the pictures that I took from fourth block are breathtakingly funny. I am about to pee my pants waiting to develope them =)).. and it's kinda funny considering Buzz (Eric) just messaged me. w00t!

I'm having such a great -- life? Haha =))
I miss him like nuts and you wouldn't believe it, but I'm learning to get over him..
Not really. Gah -- = ( ( Kaylee knows how I feel!

I LOVE EVERYONE! moo-wahhz!



[EDiT]


Yeah, okay.
I officially hate my mom's boyfriend. I mean, I HATE him.
I've learned to tolerate him every now and again, but I've lost it completely.
I HATE HIM!!!
Ugh. He ruins everything for this family. I wonder if he's just oblivious to the pain and drama that he causes or if he just doesn't care? Probably doesn't care. Ugh. Anyone that knows me well enough knows that I never, ever spend time with my mom. Why? Because every free moment that she has that can be used to spend time with me, it's always with him. Why? Because he's an asshole that controls her life completely. But when's the only time he comes up? When he has his satan-like 9 year old son of a bitch bastard of a son with him. I swear, that child is the most annoying, meanest, most cinniving kid I have ever met...and that's no freakin' exaggeration. He is honestly the rudest, lousiest piece of God's creation. And why do you think he only comes over when that little lucifer is with him? You guessed right. To dump him on my mom so she can put up with him while he sits on his lazy ass, watches TV all night, and complains about everything me and my sister do. He thinks he's God's greatest gift to everyone he meets. WRONG! I've cried myself to sleep so many effing nights over shit that he's started and it better end or I'm moving back in with either my dad or my grandmother. I CAN'T TAKE IT! HE'S DRIVING ME MAD!!! Every time me and mom plan something alone for ONCE, it's like he magically has an idea for somewhere for them to go on a date. And who does she choose? HIM! Why? I honestly don't know. Her argument: "Well, I can't just tell him no. After all, it's his car we're taking." Yeah okay. He might have bought the tahoe, but wtf? He's not considerate enough to realize that maybe I'D like a moment or two with MY MOM?! GOD!!! I'm telling you...I hate him! He loves that frickin' car more than he does his life. No food or drinks allowed in it. You must wipe your shoes off with a disinfectant wipe before getting in. He washes it every day. Then, of course, at the Tech game..God forbid it was a bit dusty and I ran into it. Whoop-dee-mother-fucking-doo! He told mom that I have to wash the whole vehicle by hand by myself. I get sick if I don't eat something with iron in the morning (I'm anemic).. I got up late and had to eat it on the way to school. He found out. Yelled at my mom for it. That's another thing: if he has a problem with something that either me or my sister has done, he won't say it to us. He makes mom tell us. How messed up is that? God.. I wish he'd grow some balls!! What ever. I'm done. So many other things can be said about what he's done to us. But I don't feel like wasting my time writing them all down. I'm so unbelievable depressed. In fact, I think I'm getting in the shower right now, then takin some nyquil, then going to bed. I HATE THIS!!! My life was so great - - EVERY DAMNED TIME I'M HAVING A GOOD WEEK, DAY, OR WHATEVER - - WHO RUINS IT? HIM!!! I hate it. I'm sick of it. I'm sick of this life that my mom chooses to live and the life that me and my sister are forced to live because of it. This is retarded. I QUIT. I'm just not going to care anymore.
Forget everyone.
Forget everything.

GOD!!!

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