Writer's Block: Fixing the past.
i regret the select few friendships that i have lost. 2 of them hate me, 2 i never saw again.
as far as i know, 2 people dislike me, 2 of events i regret.
im sorry, i am, but i can't do anything about that now. its lost, and ive tried to recover, but have no such luck
they were good friendships, and they both just came crashing down. one of them i had to stop, the other im not sure why it did.
well i might know why it did. but emotions run through you and sometime you dont realize you turned the wheel on this vechicle of friendshipand get ejected from it, and you just so happen to be on the bridge in your life where once you lose it you have to still cross it, theres no turning back.
one of the them had to end because it had to. i didnt want to go down the path it was going, so i said something.
and you say those few words that make the car stop, and she tells you to get out of the car, then leaves you there to cross that bridge. alone.
those were the first 2.
the next 2 where unintentional, surprising, and not so much anyone's fault.
there is some crazy reason why she let go on my hand as i crossed that bridge. there was nothing wrong with crossing it, she just didnt come with me.
i didnt ask for much, just a casual hello and a smile. but maybe she wasn't interested. and i guess thats okay too.
and that happened to me. twice.
so four people i regret losing friendships with. sometimes i wonder if i'll see them again. i might have. or i may just be playing mind games.
but i always think about the day when i get to see any of them, share a smile. because all i asked for was a friendship.
i dont know what i would do differently if i could change it, sometimes i just wonder what happened to cause it. i just want to cross the bridge without having to lose anything....
...you have no idea what fear i have whenever i see a bridge ahead of me.
i would hold your hand tighter but that may just result in you wanting to let go.
i would loosen my grip, but why would i ever do that.
im begging you not to let go.
please.
"You were my friend
My friend 'til the end
You were my friend
Now what the fuck just happened"
-n.e.r.d.: stay together
as far as i know, 2 people dislike me, 2 of events i regret.
im sorry, i am, but i can't do anything about that now. its lost, and ive tried to recover, but have no such luck
they were good friendships, and they both just came crashing down. one of them i had to stop, the other im not sure why it did.
well i might know why it did. but emotions run through you and sometime you dont realize you turned the wheel on this vechicle of friendshipand get ejected from it, and you just so happen to be on the bridge in your life where once you lose it you have to still cross it, theres no turning back.
one of the them had to end because it had to. i didnt want to go down the path it was going, so i said something.
and you say those few words that make the car stop, and she tells you to get out of the car, then leaves you there to cross that bridge. alone.
those were the first 2.
the next 2 where unintentional, surprising, and not so much anyone's fault.
there is some crazy reason why she let go on my hand as i crossed that bridge. there was nothing wrong with crossing it, she just didnt come with me.
i didnt ask for much, just a casual hello and a smile. but maybe she wasn't interested. and i guess thats okay too.
and that happened to me. twice.
so four people i regret losing friendships with. sometimes i wonder if i'll see them again. i might have. or i may just be playing mind games.
but i always think about the day when i get to see any of them, share a smile. because all i asked for was a friendship.
i dont know what i would do differently if i could change it, sometimes i just wonder what happened to cause it. i just want to cross the bridge without having to lose anything....
...you have no idea what fear i have whenever i see a bridge ahead of me.
i would hold your hand tighter but that may just result in you wanting to let go.
i would loosen my grip, but why would i ever do that.
im begging you not to let go.
please.
"You were my friend
My friend 'til the end
You were my friend
Now what the fuck just happened"
-n.e.r.d.: stay together