Aug 07, 2004 14:28
I cut myself because... i hate myself. I hate everything
about me and when i cut i forget about how much i hate
myself and how much people hurt me or how much i hurt them.
I dont know its very hard to explain. It's like i just
get this high from it and it feels like everything in the
world is going to be ok. I forget about the fights im in
with my friends or my boyfriend i forget about my parents yelling at me or when they hit me i forget about how i look like. Its just me and the razor. Plus, its easier to say why your wrist is hurting, instead of why your heart is hurting...