Tonight
Today is Monday. So far.... I got up because my mom has called and I called a few friends. Listned to music. Ate breakfast and got on the computer. Tonight I am going to spend the night at my (new) friend Teia's house. She has a swimming pool and we are going to go swimming. My mom's going to pay of her tickets (from forever ago, over some stupid car thing) so she can get her license. She only has like $800 left to pay off. She's gonna do it on friday. She's gonna try to get her license on friday, too. So we can go to the teen scene, and Teia can spend the night over here!!!! But ya. On friday, Me and Teia are going to be at the teen scene early so we can......feed the dog..lol (smoke pot). but ya. Neways. She's bringing some to my house, too. Ya well. My life right now....is pretty good. I am single and happy. I have a goal that I am working towards, To become a famous bass payer in a heavy metal band and have steven fall in love with me and get married and have twin boys and a girl! But that's later in life. I'll never give up on my dream(goal). Last night I had a dream about Steven. It was the best. I wish it would come true. It turns out in the end we make out, but I woke up soon after that. Guess it's time for me to realize he doeswn't love me anymore. Love is a strong feeling you only feel once or twice. I love Steven but nobody really cares so I'm gonna shut my big, fat, pathetic mouth! Well I g2g! Love ya guys(my REAL friends)
Love,
JESSIKA
Love,
JESSIKA