Aug 15, 2005 16:06
there's a bit of light at the end of my tunnel. i've been a very, very happy cassi the last couple months. magical. my 18th birthday is in five days. i'm kinda scared to grow up. i don't know why i choose to be dependant on other people when i'm practically an adult, i know i can be MUCH more independant.. i was more independant as a child than i am now. and it's not a matter of wether or not i can reach my goals, i know i can, i just choose not to. but i gotta. so to start somewhere, who wants to help me get a fucking job?