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So Myke and I aren't together anymore.
I don't know if it's for the best because we didn't have a bad relationship.
When I look back on it everything went pretty much perfectly.
Most of the time.
Yeah, people make mistakes. I obviously made mine and look where it got me.
But the thing that gets me is, we loved each other so much, but one little mistake just ruins everything?
Like something so small and fixable. We've been through worse.
Why end something so great over something so tiny?
I'm sure theres other reasons.
I'm still confused about it.
I'm just gonna move on and hope for the best.
Hopefully I won't do anything stupid in my next relationship.
The next person I'm with, I'm going to treat so well and do my best not screw anything up.
I'm sure everyone says that, but I'm serious.
I want to treat them like gold.
Whether it's Myke or not.
Which I don't think it will be.
Not that I don't want it to be, I just don't think he wants it to work out.
Or at least thats how I feel.
So I'm not gonna push for it, I'll just let him do his thing.
That's what he wants.
Moving on, Prom went pretty well last night.
Came home and crashed. I was sooo tired.
haha.
I dyed my brothers hair this morning and got all of my
pictures developed.
They look good.
:)
I might be going to Missouri this weekend.
I do need a little get-a-way.
But I don't know.
We'll see how it works out.
Can't do anything but live life day to day.
I don't know if it's for the best because we didn't have a bad relationship.
When I look back on it everything went pretty much perfectly.
Most of the time.
Yeah, people make mistakes. I obviously made mine and look where it got me.
But the thing that gets me is, we loved each other so much, but one little mistake just ruins everything?
Like something so small and fixable. We've been through worse.
Why end something so great over something so tiny?
I'm sure theres other reasons.
I'm still confused about it.
I'm just gonna move on and hope for the best.
Hopefully I won't do anything stupid in my next relationship.
The next person I'm with, I'm going to treat so well and do my best not screw anything up.
I'm sure everyone says that, but I'm serious.
I want to treat them like gold.
Whether it's Myke or not.
Which I don't think it will be.
Not that I don't want it to be, I just don't think he wants it to work out.
Or at least thats how I feel.
So I'm not gonna push for it, I'll just let him do his thing.
That's what he wants.
Moving on, Prom went pretty well last night.
Came home and crashed. I was sooo tired.
haha.
I dyed my brothers hair this morning and got all of my
pictures developed.
They look good.
:)
I might be going to Missouri this weekend.
I do need a little get-a-way.
But I don't know.
We'll see how it works out.
Can't do anything but live life day to day.