Aug 30, 2004 21:45
wow i think im a little hurt, and sick of fake people..
this is matthew.. and what he said to devon... his ex before me.
(annonymous): you make me so happy i love you and you are so awesome, just wanted you to know that
this is in her AIm profile now... so it had to be recent... hmm intersting considering the fact he spends a lot of his time with me when he's here... wow that kinda hurts cause he's never told me he loves ME before..
fUcK
tomorrow's mismatch day
hell yes
im ressing up
on another note..
i have been trying to hard to have good karma latly.. i do everything for everybody.
talk about taylor being rescue 911 the past two weekends.
1) chadrick calls at 5[am] last saturday cause he had alcohol posioning he was at St. Luke's.
2) matt calls at 1145 on thursday night, i'm in my bed sleeping ---
"I'm drunk, got drunk on am empty stomach, im really umcomfortable i feel like im going to get raped, i don't want anything to happen and i really want to go home, will you come and get me.."
of course.
ANNNNNNNNNNNNNND
3) sara calls while im im mesa, "i'm really uncomfortable, my friends are drinking, i can't get ahold of my mom, will you come get me"
of course.
4)my ankle's fucked.. i may be taken out for my whole season/year due to reconstructive surgery..
5) boyfriend broke up with me 4 days before prom last year
6) then my hair is turned the totally wrong color (which i got fixed today)
7)matt's been treating my like shit latly.
8) the past four months, i think i have cried more than i ever have in my entire life... rarly will you eve see me cry.
when is my good karma going to come into play!!! FUCCCK---
i don't fuckign deserve this.
ooh yeah.. PS ----> i have a humongo Zitzilla on my chin.. thanks hormoneS!!