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So there's 3 weeks left in my freshman year at college. It went by a lot quicker than I expected it to. I hope I had enough fun that I wanted to. I'm not too sure yet; I'm too burnt out on the classes. I'm failing my major-Spanish. It's so hard. I'm partying hard, but not as hard as I would like. I actually would never like to be sober... No lie.
Ugh, I'm just really stressed out. 3 weeks left means 3 weeks until finals. Ahh, I'm shitting bricks. And I took a sleeping pill 15 minutes ago and it hasn't kicked in yet. I'm pissed. I'm a bout to take another half. 15 is nothing though. I'm used to taking 20. Hahah.
But yes, I'm super stressed out. I want to do so well in college, but I rather have so much more fun. Hahah, but I have this....craving to do well.
I don't know if I even care anymore. It's just.... I'm PMSing because I sort of just want to be alone and whatnot. I don't want to talk to anyone and just read a good book in my bed. But I have so much to do....
Oh well. Love love love. Tomorrow Ill probably drink.
Ugh, I'm just really stressed out. 3 weeks left means 3 weeks until finals. Ahh, I'm shitting bricks. And I took a sleeping pill 15 minutes ago and it hasn't kicked in yet. I'm pissed. I'm a bout to take another half. 15 is nothing though. I'm used to taking 20. Hahah.
But yes, I'm super stressed out. I want to do so well in college, but I rather have so much more fun. Hahah, but I have this....craving to do well.
I don't know if I even care anymore. It's just.... I'm PMSing because I sort of just want to be alone and whatnot. I don't want to talk to anyone and just read a good book in my bed. But I have so much to do....
Oh well. Love love love. Tomorrow Ill probably drink.