Oct 17, 2004 10:20
hey to all my lovely fans .. here i am, new name. the old one was pissing me off. everyone`s been hounding me to update more so i guess i`ll be a journal entry whore from now on lol. i went to lauren`s house last night .. fun fact about lauren everyone when you tickle her she goes into "paralyzed" mode and drops to the floor lmao .. this makes it incredibly easy to seek out revenge on the poor girl (: but yes i shall put one of my songs in my journal like lauren does only mine will be less "emo" ahahah i still love you babe <3
wow ok .. my lyrics are a bit emo i need a bit of time to look through them aha
Behind the Rain (co-written by: lucifer + reeper)
looking out the window, watching the rain pour down
listening for anything, but there`s no sound
walking through an empty house that was once filled with laughter
throwing and breaking things cuz there`s no such thing as "happily ever after"
tears appear as i see photgraphs of you and me
anger starts flooding inside me cuz we`ll never be
chorus(my lyrics now):
we were a family, we had love
i wished everyday on the stars above
i`m sick of all the screaming, and the breaking of glass
and then these bitches ask me why i`m sleeping in class
looking in the window, watching the anger fly out of your mouths
trying no to listen, but it`s so damn loud
running out of the house as the yelling filters out
the door slams shut behind me as it kills the shouts
(whisper) because there`s no such thing as happily ever after
tears appear as anger fills me up
i shove the pills in my mouth, rinse it down, bottom`s up
chorus x2
whoever believed in happily ever after anyway?
i`ll just save you anger for another rainy day
i do realize it is emo .. but i can not help it lol
hit me<3