so i laugh like the lockness monster, huh?
i think this might be a long onee...
ok soo omgg. today was the Healing the Hurt Confrence for the Gay-Straight Alliance. and let me start off by sayinggg wowowowowowow! that conference was amazing and defienetly educated me soo much more, and opened my already open mind even more (i hope that makes sense). they taught us soo much and some other people's experiences were soo interesting. one kid got books thrown at him. thats sooo meeann. i really learned a lot. i really hadd a alot of fun too. and ooo we got to see gilot. that was exciting. and apparently two girls were hitting on us.. lmaoo... they seemed a little saddened that all 6 of us girls at the table were straight. haa. i love liz, micole, teri, nikki, and lisa. they are my sexies. we're such a riot. it makes me happy. all the time.
me and micole (feel better honey!!) got starbucks after the trip. just cause we're sexy like that. i <3 starbucks and all its coffee goodness. i now have a hot drink to drink. its not all about the fraps anymoree. lolol. and we saw katie because we stole her english commentaryy notes.. oppss.
firdays teri's sweet sixteen bitchhess.. im soo excited. like wayy excitedd... its gonna be sooo sooo soo much fun. dancing is sex. friday is also the openingg offf HARRYY POTTERR. i cant see it on friday but...
imma see it saturday!! at imax. with katie. at 12:30. yayayaaayy!!!
and then its steffi's sweet sixteen... omgg soo much dancing... im getting all, wooooo, excitedd. but im a little sad because liz cant go cause she's workingggg! DAMN YOU STEWWWW!! makes me go like this =[[[
wowoww and i still need a dress for both.. haa talk about procastinationn.
i realized that maybe the reason why im letting this happen to me again is the fact that nothin ever went right in the first place and i want what i thought it should have been like. i dunno if that makes sense to anyone but it maks sense to me. we're two totally different people. and i dont even know who he is anymore but we still have that connection. we dont speak for long periods of time until one day just boom were like talking to eachother as if there was no time in between. and then the stupid cycle repeats itself. its retarded but its not all my fault. now is it? it would be easier if maybe we went ot the same school. but of course just my luck we dont. haaaa. aww man that sucks. but wait we live on the same block!! but that doesn't help. we're never home at the same time. and im always busy with IB.
speaking about IB, its not as bad anymore. im really getting used to it. im learning how to manage my time better. and im doing soo much better. im really proud of myself.
and you should be too!!
[[ ♥ ]]
ok soo omgg. today was the Healing the Hurt Confrence for the Gay-Straight Alliance. and let me start off by sayinggg wowowowowowow! that conference was amazing and defienetly educated me soo much more, and opened my already open mind even more (i hope that makes sense). they taught us soo much and some other people's experiences were soo interesting. one kid got books thrown at him. thats sooo meeann. i really learned a lot. i really hadd a alot of fun too. and ooo we got to see gilot. that was exciting. and apparently two girls were hitting on us.. lmaoo... they seemed a little saddened that all 6 of us girls at the table were straight. haa. i love liz, micole, teri, nikki, and lisa. they are my sexies. we're such a riot. it makes me happy. all the time.
me and micole (feel better honey!!) got starbucks after the trip. just cause we're sexy like that. i <3 starbucks and all its coffee goodness. i now have a hot drink to drink. its not all about the fraps anymoree. lolol. and we saw katie because we stole her english commentaryy notes.. oppss.
firdays teri's sweet sixteen bitchhess.. im soo excited. like wayy excitedd... its gonna be sooo sooo soo much fun. dancing is sex. friday is also the openingg offf HARRYY POTTERR. i cant see it on friday but...
imma see it saturday!! at imax. with katie. at 12:30. yayayaaayy!!!
and then its steffi's sweet sixteen... omgg soo much dancing... im getting all, wooooo, excitedd. but im a little sad because liz cant go cause she's workingggg! DAMN YOU STEWWWW!! makes me go like this =[[[
wowoww and i still need a dress for both.. haa talk about procastinationn.
i realized that maybe the reason why im letting this happen to me again is the fact that nothin ever went right in the first place and i want what i thought it should have been like. i dunno if that makes sense to anyone but it maks sense to me. we're two totally different people. and i dont even know who he is anymore but we still have that connection. we dont speak for long periods of time until one day just boom were like talking to eachother as if there was no time in between. and then the stupid cycle repeats itself. its retarded but its not all my fault. now is it? it would be easier if maybe we went ot the same school. but of course just my luck we dont. haaaa. aww man that sucks. but wait we live on the same block!! but that doesn't help. we're never home at the same time. and im always busy with IB.
speaking about IB, its not as bad anymore. im really getting used to it. im learning how to manage my time better. and im doing soo much better. im really proud of myself.
and you should be too!!
[[ ♥ ]]