gosh.
"Yeah, it was hell. I locked myself in my room for six months, I locked myself in the past for six months. Yeah, she left and she took every last string of hope for me with her. Drugs? Yeah, i experimented with drugs, i thought maybe for once i'd have a good time. MAYBE FOR FIFTEEN FUCKING MINUTES I COULD FORGET ABOUT HER. Yeah, the highs were amazing but coming down was like hitting the concrete 10x harder. I tried to forget about her honestly, I even dated some other broad for a month or so. No cigar. I'll never love anyone like i loved her, I'll never forget her but i realized its always going to be a memory. Fifteen. Summer nights. And, I think that we've all moved on in some way. Part of me will always be locked in that summer, but that part of me is dead and gone."