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[__xcuses]

i'm tired of

crying
doing the same thing every day
thinking about the same things
not seeing my mom
putting myself down
seeing others show off for attention
idiotic people
my uncertain ideas
my negative attitude
negating everything he says
everything he does
talking
not talking
sleeping in my car
seeing chris snort lines of heroin every 10 minutes
being in my room
attempting to get better
of everyone at school
my teeth
my face
my hair
my knees
my hips
my motivation
i love my brothers though

but i fucking LOVE being alone.