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my movie is almost over.
that sucks.
that means i'll have to get up and shut off the tv.
how depressing.
someone likes me....
and idk if i like him or not.
this someone is corey.
i went out with him in like 9th grade or something.
i hated him for years.
he tells me everything i want to hear.
i love talking to him.
he seems too depressed and shit for me.
i need someone who can accept me for me.
and not hate the things that i do.
i want someone who loves every fucking thing about me.
no matter what it is.
i don't think there's anyone out there like that.
then i like someone i shouldn't.
that's a problem.
i do but i don't.
idk how to explain that.
i'm not gonna even try.
then i everyday i get a sign..
i've been getting this "sign" everyday now for months.
shitty to know that, there's nothing i can do about it.
shitty to know that there IS someone out there for you..
but... it's impossible.
ah. fuck love.
my sunshine's bday is this weekend.
i hope everything goes well.
he doesn't need stress and fucking drama.
he doesn't need a lot of shit that people do to him.
i think some people should die.
but i'm not gonna get into that.
that will all be taken care of this weekend.
4 people in my life that i couldn't live without.
they know who they are.
One is twin, one is my heart, one is my head and one is my love <3.
they equal my world.
i have to get up so early tomorrow.
why am i still awake?
my life is a black abiss.
lol "i must be emo"
that sucks.
that means i'll have to get up and shut off the tv.
how depressing.
someone likes me....
and idk if i like him or not.
this someone is corey.
i went out with him in like 9th grade or something.
i hated him for years.
he tells me everything i want to hear.
i love talking to him.
he seems too depressed and shit for me.
i need someone who can accept me for me.
and not hate the things that i do.
i want someone who loves every fucking thing about me.
no matter what it is.
i don't think there's anyone out there like that.
then i like someone i shouldn't.
that's a problem.
i do but i don't.
idk how to explain that.
i'm not gonna even try.
then i everyday i get a sign..
i've been getting this "sign" everyday now for months.
shitty to know that, there's nothing i can do about it.
shitty to know that there IS someone out there for you..
but... it's impossible.
ah. fuck love.
my sunshine's bday is this weekend.
i hope everything goes well.
he doesn't need stress and fucking drama.
he doesn't need a lot of shit that people do to him.
i think some people should die.
but i'm not gonna get into that.
that will all be taken care of this weekend.
4 people in my life that i couldn't live without.
they know who they are.
One is twin, one is my heart, one is my head and one is my love <3.
they equal my world.
i have to get up so early tomorrow.
why am i still awake?
my life is a black abiss.
lol "i must be emo"