WHOA LIZ
couple things that are pissing me off:
1.) all my clothes are TOO FUCKING BIG!
-my mom has always wanted me.. UGH FUCK NEVERMIND! i feel like i'm swimming in my clothes, and i am uncomfortable with myself. i feel like i have the potential to look a lot fucking better and be happy with myself for once, but my mom won't buy me any smaller clothes, my dad won't send any money, GAH!
2.) my step dad hasn't died yet!
-wtf is taking him so long!? i fucking hate him. AH! everyday.. GRR, every fucking day he's a dick to me.
3.) my friends call me for pot and pills!
- I AM NOT .. A FUCKING.. DRUG DEALER GOD DAMNIT! DONT CALL ME!
4.) suicidal thoughts..
-if you have thoughts like that, don't fucking brag about it because it's a serious thing and believe it or not, some people take it fucking seriously.
5.) my mom wants me to get a fucking job but she won't help
-how the fuck am i supposed to LOOK for a job without a fucking car, no fucking ride. how dare she ask me how the job hunting is going?? wtf, how do you think it's going you god damn moron!
6.) people ask me what's wrong..
-YOU are what's wrong fucker, don't ask me! you don't care, you aren't fooling me.
7.) my father is useless
-he calls to ask what he can do. SEND ME SOME FUCKING MONEY YOU ASS HOLE! christ, he's not helping at all. he hasn't sent one fucking dime since i turned 18. my mom has had to pay FOR EVERYTHING! now she won't give me any money, she won't even buy me fucking shampoo!
8.) don't tell me your going to do something and you don't
-don't lie to me. if you tell me your going to call me at 3:05pm.. fucking call me damnit.
9.) don't call me when your having fun
-i'm fucking bored every day of my life, don't tell me how much fun you are having, don't tell me that you are out of the house. dude, i'm fucking stuck here, STUCK! fucking take me some where, christ.
10.) I LOVE YOU GOD DAMNIT.
-can't you seeee!?!! god, i'd do anything for you. ANYTHING. shit. FUCK! god.
EEEEEEEEEE. i'm so mad!
1.) all my clothes are TOO FUCKING BIG!
-my mom has always wanted me.. UGH FUCK NEVERMIND! i feel like i'm swimming in my clothes, and i am uncomfortable with myself. i feel like i have the potential to look a lot fucking better and be happy with myself for once, but my mom won't buy me any smaller clothes, my dad won't send any money, GAH!
2.) my step dad hasn't died yet!
-wtf is taking him so long!? i fucking hate him. AH! everyday.. GRR, every fucking day he's a dick to me.
3.) my friends call me for pot and pills!
- I AM NOT .. A FUCKING.. DRUG DEALER GOD DAMNIT! DONT CALL ME!
4.) suicidal thoughts..
-if you have thoughts like that, don't fucking brag about it because it's a serious thing and believe it or not, some people take it fucking seriously.
5.) my mom wants me to get a fucking job but she won't help
-how the fuck am i supposed to LOOK for a job without a fucking car, no fucking ride. how dare she ask me how the job hunting is going?? wtf, how do you think it's going you god damn moron!
6.) people ask me what's wrong..
-YOU are what's wrong fucker, don't ask me! you don't care, you aren't fooling me.
7.) my father is useless
-he calls to ask what he can do. SEND ME SOME FUCKING MONEY YOU ASS HOLE! christ, he's not helping at all. he hasn't sent one fucking dime since i turned 18. my mom has had to pay FOR EVERYTHING! now she won't give me any money, she won't even buy me fucking shampoo!
8.) don't tell me your going to do something and you don't
-don't lie to me. if you tell me your going to call me at 3:05pm.. fucking call me damnit.
9.) don't call me when your having fun
-i'm fucking bored every day of my life, don't tell me how much fun you are having, don't tell me that you are out of the house. dude, i'm fucking stuck here, STUCK! fucking take me some where, christ.
10.) I LOVE YOU GOD DAMNIT.
-can't you seeee!?!! god, i'd do anything for you. ANYTHING. shit. FUCK! god.
EEEEEEEEEE. i'm so mad!