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[__wrong4__you]

i wonder if this will all work out in the end.
like the way its supposed to.
i mean.
of course it will.
it's just.
i'm scared i guess.
scared of not knowing what's meant to be.
what's really in store for me in the long run.
what could have been.
you don't make this easy for me. 
not sure i can let ya go littlemiss.
not sure i want to.
not sure.
about anything anymore.
fuck it.
it'll play out right.
i know it will.
just waiting to see what's my purpose.
it would be nice tho.
to go back and be able to be a kid again,
no worries.
no responsibilities.
no hard work.
no bills.
no heartbreaks.
just fun.
just being happy and playing tag.
being outside all day with nothing to worry about for the next day.
except what i am doing,
swimming.
or riding my bike.
or running around.
it was nice.
i took it for granted.
i think we all did.
it's times like right this moment when we look back.
and are like fuck.
we had it pretty good ya know.
not shit to deal with as a kid.
it was nice.
i miss it.
i miss it a lot.
i miss softball too.
fuck.