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so many nights i prayed that this would just Stop..
awoke out of my sleep to the sound of a popped lock,
my heart would drop to the ground, maybe the fact my pop's head wasn't around
forced me to find this guy who would just knock me down or beat me around.
i dont know. my innocence was lost back then not to be found and in a sense its the the world is just weighin me down, its weight all on my shoulders. makin my heart less warm and much more colder.
cast your judgements, cast all your stones, holding my hands, holding onto everything i have, cause its slipping away so fast and its all i have.
growin' up its like time was missing, years were passing.
staring in the eyes of a man who didnt care,
my father was never there. now i'm prepared for this lifetime its unfair, in a life i fight from the bottom to the top. In this life i had to fight for all that i got, it hurts but it still wont stop, till my casket drops.
I'm supposed to be the sun in your sky,
or the one that you would die for, cry for, give it all and
lay it on the line for...but I'm not. I don't know you - you
don't know me. I don't know my own dad and he don't
know me. You turned your back and walked away.
I spent 18 years without you, learned to fight without you,
played catch without you, grew without you, learned to ride
my bike without you. you're not a man, men don't run.
awoke out of my sleep to the sound of a popped lock,
my heart would drop to the ground, maybe the fact my pop's head wasn't around
forced me to find this guy who would just knock me down or beat me around.
i dont know. my innocence was lost back then not to be found and in a sense its the the world is just weighin me down, its weight all on my shoulders. makin my heart less warm and much more colder.
cast your judgements, cast all your stones, holding my hands, holding onto everything i have, cause its slipping away so fast and its all i have.
growin' up its like time was missing, years were passing.
staring in the eyes of a man who didnt care,
my father was never there. now i'm prepared for this lifetime its unfair, in a life i fight from the bottom to the top. In this life i had to fight for all that i got, it hurts but it still wont stop, till my casket drops.
I'm supposed to be the sun in your sky,
or the one that you would die for, cry for, give it all and
lay it on the line for...but I'm not. I don't know you - you
don't know me. I don't know my own dad and he don't
know me. You turned your back and walked away.
I spent 18 years without you, learned to fight without you,
played catch without you, grew without you, learned to ride
my bike without you. you're not a man, men don't run.