Feel like killing
My second blog. I hate that I don't have any time for free-time anymore. That's why I still have this horrible layout. Haven't got time figuring out how to use this LJ yet. Really hope that time ever will come. I miss my childhood...
Feel so tired. Need rest, but I have no time for that cause of all the school-work I have to do. We also have this huge test about chemistry next tuesday which I am so nervous about. I mean, what the fuck is chemistry? I have missed many of the classes, and feel like I have to take this year all up again.
My mum is baking these huge chocolate-cupcakes now for my sisters birthday. I need to get out of the house before I freak out. The smell is almost everywhere in the house now. The only place where there isn't anything near what so ever called "food" is behind my room-door. Love my room. It is the only place I feel safe, and where I can do whatever I want to do without anyone watching me or judging me. It's my shelter.
Tomorrow I feel like staying home. Wanna drink me so drunk that I can't feel anything. I really wanna disappear.
Feel so tired. Need rest, but I have no time for that cause of all the school-work I have to do. We also have this huge test about chemistry next tuesday which I am so nervous about. I mean, what the fuck is chemistry? I have missed many of the classes, and feel like I have to take this year all up again.
My mum is baking these huge chocolate-cupcakes now for my sisters birthday. I need to get out of the house before I freak out. The smell is almost everywhere in the house now. The only place where there isn't anything near what so ever called "food" is behind my room-door. Love my room. It is the only place I feel safe, and where I can do whatever I want to do without anyone watching me or judging me. It's my shelter.
Tomorrow I feel like staying home. Wanna drink me so drunk that I can't feel anything. I really wanna disappear.