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i really miss you. more than i should, that's for sure.
and i'm scared if i trust him, or trust in us, i'll end up broken. i don't think i could break anymore.
my new found optimism has been very helpful lately. but today, i just feel crushed. i'd feel a whole lot better if something was certain in my life.
i don't think i'll be coming home for easter. i don't belong in my family.