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i update this thing way to much for my own good. i guess it's more for myself than anything else really. but this is going to sound really, REALLY morbid. so don't take it that way.
but for me,
christmas lost it's magic this year.
there wer barly any lights anywhere.
people didn't see cheerful.
i wasn't anywhere in paticular.
and all this "come home for the holidays"
to a home where i don't belong.
feels oh so wrong.
but i wish everyone the greatest christmas.
because i know mine will still be great,
just minus the magic.
but for me,
christmas lost it's magic this year.
there wer barly any lights anywhere.
people didn't see cheerful.
i wasn't anywhere in paticular.
and all this "come home for the holidays"
to a home where i don't belong.
feels oh so wrong.
but i wish everyone the greatest christmas.
because i know mine will still be great,
just minus the magic.