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For the past couple of days waking up has been awakard. it's like I don't want to open my eyes. I feel like everyday is the same and there's nothing left that's new to see. my relationship with my dad is basically gone. and i don't really have anything left to give it. and the family i thought would always be behind me, no matter if i danced there or not, has pretty much left me. i know what i have to do.. i see the long road ahead of me. i want it so badly. i know it's going to get harder supporting myself and all. and that's okay. it has to be okay. the past week broke me down.