i've been drifiting along with the same old loose ends
im truly sick of not doing anything after school,for the past week i've been doing nothing and it kills me to know that im just wasting life by coming home everyday and doing the same routine over and over again.i need something new in my life.i need to get a hobbie or a damn job,a life would be nice to.no one ever reads this thing anymore,im thinking about deleting it.who knows and who cares.i dont know what to do anymore about everything/everyone.i feel like i've secrewed up alot of relationships with people,and i want to hang out with mike because he makes me so unbelievably happy.i need to get out of this apartment,and this state.i want to hang out with chris jarvis,because i havent and it seems cool,yeah sweet.