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ok. i realize i've been updating a bit much. i'm going to try and cut it down a bit. :] i just got home from work... it was very tiring tonight. they had some party there and yeah, lots and lots of dishes. >_<
work was kinda shitty. i just left like breaking down crying. and i don't know why. i guess i'm just a litte upset from the whole... josh thing. i don't know why i get so depressed over it. i mean i really don't get compliments from boys and well when i do... i guess i just take it to heart. i don't know. too bad nothings going to happen between us. :/ anywho. at work i jammed to coheed for like 7 hours. haha. it was fun.
this morning i met my new thearpist. she is really nice. and she had kewl hair. i think i'm getting put on a new form of prozac. things are getting better i supose. i cried alot when i was there. just spilling my guts out to this woman i don't even know. it was hard. but then it felt better. sometimes i just wish i was normal. and happy. i hate being bi-polar. hate it hate it hate it.
hannah visited me at work today. :]
OMGOMGOMGOMGOMGOMGOMG. MY MOM AND I MIGHT LIKE WE ARE 80% SURE THAT WERE GOING TO SEE AARON. AHHHH. I'M PAKCIN MY BAGS AND GOING TO OHIO. I CAN'T WAIT.
:D:D:D:D:D
but anywho. i'm tired.
ps- stfu_patrick is in everyway the cutest thing ever. :]
work was kinda shitty. i just left like breaking down crying. and i don't know why. i guess i'm just a litte upset from the whole... josh thing. i don't know why i get so depressed over it. i mean i really don't get compliments from boys and well when i do... i guess i just take it to heart. i don't know. too bad nothings going to happen between us. :/ anywho. at work i jammed to coheed for like 7 hours. haha. it was fun.
this morning i met my new thearpist. she is really nice. and she had kewl hair. i think i'm getting put on a new form of prozac. things are getting better i supose. i cried alot when i was there. just spilling my guts out to this woman i don't even know. it was hard. but then it felt better. sometimes i just wish i was normal. and happy. i hate being bi-polar. hate it hate it hate it.
hannah visited me at work today. :]
OMGOMGOMGOMGOMGOMGOMG. MY MOM AND I MIGHT LIKE WE ARE 80% SURE THAT WERE GOING TO SEE AARON. AHHHH. I'M PAKCIN MY BAGS AND GOING TO OHIO. I CAN'T WAIT.
:D:D:D:D:D
but anywho. i'm tired.
ps- stfu_patrick is in everyway the cutest thing ever. :]