its been 19 long weeks.
Im fucking going crazy. i need to talk to someone and vent. I am so dumb for getting involved in adam's life again. all its given me is drama and bullshit tears. why the fuck do i love him still? why the fuck do i want to? im sad. im mad. but im anxious to be back. and i wish i could smash this bitches face in. but im wont cuz im better than that. i can still talk shit tho. errrgh. fuck this all. 7 weeks til im back for good!