fuk shit up
so, the past couple days have been pretty dope. i havent been home like at all lately, ive basically been living at butters and we've spent 24/7 at mikes watching his band practice and what not. their incredable (: go support them
june 10th at tremont -Nihilistic Covenant-
be there or be L7 (thats supposed to be a square).
i miss Steven. im gonna try to hang out with him tomarrow. things arent the same without him and i feel so bad for him.. for eh, personal reasons... ):
I GOT ALL THE MONEY FOR GWAR!!! man, im so excited! butters been counting down the days haha!
anyway...
ive been feeling really fuking down lately.. for, various reasons...
1. i found out my dad smokes pot. and thats just mind blowing cause im a daddies girl.. and that hurt.
2. people from my past life feel sorry for me and its really pissing me off like ranson, what the fuck, where the hell do you get off telling me you know more about myself then i do? who the fuck are you, fucking diiiiiiie! and why the fuk do i say that like im dead?
3. i basically fucking failed the 9th grade but whooooooo caressssssss... schools out and im STILL the doopest girl around!
♥
fuk jamie for thinking i want to be her
fuk amanda for thinking shes better then me and everyone else
fuk jordan for not thinking about me at all
fuk lauren for being fake
fuk andee for being two-faced
fuk allie for hating me for no reason
fuk lexi for being a mean ugly bitch
fuk alexa for being a bad friend
fuk meg for leaving me
fuk justine for forgeting about me
fuk mike for being cocky and oblivious
fuk steven for not caring about me
fuk ashleigh for turning her back on me
fuk malori for talking shit on me when she doesnt even know me
fuk my mom for not understanding
fuk my dad for hurting and betarying me
fuk ranson for not knowing shit and putting me down
fuk john for ruining my life and making me regret him
fuk avee for fucking greg
fuk kyle for standing me up
fuk rus for not knowing who i was
fuk chaz for cheating on me
fuk megan for lieing about everything and completely changing.. i miss you
fuk lacey for abanding everyone
fuk everyone for talking shit about me behind my back
the fucking list continues... thats pathatic. what a world full of filthy basterds. yet, i love you all
♥
high school was probably the worst experience of my life.
shame shame
oh and ps. thanks jennifer for never talking shit and for always sticking by my side and thanks mae for putting up with my shit and still being there for me. you guys.. are friends (: