vamness for my sweeties
new fic cos i've been feeling a bit depressed.
thanx to mel my beta bee *hugs*
*sings disclaimer song*
Please don’t forget me.
Behind every action there is a reason, and here’s mine.
I never wanted my life to end like this. In a cloud of pills, booze and depression I lived out my life as a fake never showing my feelings or showing any love.
This was my entire fault, I never should have let it get in my way or shroud my mind. All I ever wanted was to feel the love that I needed from you.
All I needed was you my love, ville that was all I needed.
All my love
Bam
Bam signed his name and placed the note next to him where he was sure it would be found.
It’s been a while
since I could...
Hold my head up high
It’s been a while
Since I first saw you
It’s been a while
Since I could stand
On my own two feet again
And it’s been a while
Since I could call you
He picked up the glinting piece metal by his side and stared at the edge before dragging it across his wrists, gasping as the shock of pain turned to numbness.
And everything I can remember
As fucked up as it all may seem
Consequences that I’ve rendered
Have stretched myself beyond my means
He fell to the floor, the blade dropping to the note leaving drops of crimson.
It’s been a while
Since I could say
That I wasn’t addicted
It’s been a while
Since I could say
I loved myself as well and...
It’s been a while
Since I’ve gone and fucked things up
Just like I always do
It’s been a while
But all that shit seems to disappear when I’m with you
The room grew colder and began to swim. his last thoughts were haunted by green eyes, dark curly hair and creamy skin.
Why must I feel this way?
Just make this go away
Just one more peaceful day
But then I go an fuck things up again
Then… darkness.
It’s been a while
Since I could...
Look at myself straight
It’s been a while
Since I said I’m sorry
It’s been a while
Since I’ve seen the way
The candles light your face
It’s been a while
But I can still
Remember just the way you taste
TBC
comments are welcomed so tell me what you think.
song lyrics by stained-its been a while
thanx to mel my beta bee *hugs*
*sings disclaimer song*
Please don’t forget me.
Behind every action there is a reason, and here’s mine.
I never wanted my life to end like this. In a cloud of pills, booze and depression I lived out my life as a fake never showing my feelings or showing any love.
This was my entire fault, I never should have let it get in my way or shroud my mind. All I ever wanted was to feel the love that I needed from you.
All I needed was you my love, ville that was all I needed.
All my love
Bam
Bam signed his name and placed the note next to him where he was sure it would be found.
It’s been a while
since I could...
Hold my head up high
It’s been a while
Since I first saw you
It’s been a while
Since I could stand
On my own two feet again
And it’s been a while
Since I could call you
He picked up the glinting piece metal by his side and stared at the edge before dragging it across his wrists, gasping as the shock of pain turned to numbness.
And everything I can remember
As fucked up as it all may seem
Consequences that I’ve rendered
Have stretched myself beyond my means
He fell to the floor, the blade dropping to the note leaving drops of crimson.
It’s been a while
Since I could say
That I wasn’t addicted
It’s been a while
Since I could say
I loved myself as well and...
It’s been a while
Since I’ve gone and fucked things up
Just like I always do
It’s been a while
But all that shit seems to disappear when I’m with you
The room grew colder and began to swim. his last thoughts were haunted by green eyes, dark curly hair and creamy skin.
Why must I feel this way?
Just make this go away
Just one more peaceful day
But then I go an fuck things up again
Then… darkness.
It’s been a while
Since I could...
Look at myself straight
It’s been a while
Since I said I’m sorry
It’s been a while
Since I’ve seen the way
The candles light your face
It’s been a while
But I can still
Remember just the way you taste
TBC
comments are welcomed so tell me what you think.
song lyrics by stained-its been a while