He looked so fragile, he looked so small...and he wondered why he was still alive at all...

[slasher48]

Title: Anymore (All That's Left Are The Dregs)
Author: slasher48 / bad_bad_books
Rating: PG-13, because it's been a while, okay? ;)
Pairing: Unrequited Vam. Mostly just Ville ranting.
Disclaimer: Though it is very possible this happened, I am not especially certain, nor am I in Valo's hamper, checking up on whether it's true. Therefore, don't sue.
Summary: According to a

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[meduusje]

tackles you
yay more of your writing!

i loved this! cause its so damn true!
that silly stupid skater is going down, fast and he shouldn't take willa with him :(

[slasher48]

*is tackled and snuggles* Yes, love! More of it!

Thank you! Yes he is, but he should take Willa with him. Willa can be his trampoline, so that he'll bounce back and be more of the Bam we know and love. It doesn't necessarily mean Ville'll break down like Bam will; Ville plays at the miserable poet, but I think he's really actually a pretty content person. That's how he comes off to me, at least. Let's hope so, right? We want both of the boys back! :D

♥

[ashleigh_713]

I feel that way too, that V's miserable poet thing or miserable any other thing is for show and effect, who could blame him. I think he's not creatively content, but being single, wealthy and doing what you love for the most part definitely makes letting someone into your life a huge gamble.

I don't see this as Bam bashing, he is what he is and at the present time I think his demons and his pleasures outweigh the desire to think consequences at all. Really wasn't aware of the particulars of their distancing from each other. Actually thought it was something financial and that Bammie getting a tattoo of V was his way of saying " whatever it was, you mean more to me than you know"

As always, I love your writing and have missed it and you. The past year and a half has been one of death and illness-my husband died, my dad went from slight dementia to full blown, advanced Alzheimer's. that was within two weeks of each other. you learn a lot more than you ever wanted to know!

[slasher48]

I don't agree with that, actually. I think at heart, he is an artist (with all the inherent misery of that), and an artist who is content with what he's created, content for the most part with his life, but he plays up the aspect of how miserable he can be sometimes. His Scandinavian predisposition to melancholy

[ashleigh_713]

There was such a ruckus kicked up over that tattoo on v_d (naturally) and I thought it happened late last summer and that they had been majorly pissed at each other over something, then Bam was in L.A. bitching about not being able to get V to "run out for a bite to eat".

I've lost track of a lot, timewise. All spring I kept wondering when it would be Christmastime. Had no appetite for months, then when I did get hungry, food wouldn't go down. Still fighting that battle.

Maybe it's because I'm very Southern and as artists writers, what have you, the artistic temperament is so in evidence. It' just displayed. more in heat and outright craziness than melancholy. Melancholy is a given, for everyone.

I saw the beginning of the VMAs, did you? Bam looked so spacey and the fire looks gone. I love Bam, I can relate to Bam.

much love to you, always