Another sleepless night part 3
Title : Another Sleepless Night - Part 3
Author : gan_naire
Rating : G
Pairing : Ville and Bam
Disclaimer : Own no one, just a guy who wrote a fictional story.
Summary : Ville now having found a level of peace now that Bam has come back into his life, yet now it seems that Bam is the one that has become the sleepless one.
That night Ville slept like a baby, nothing at all entered his mind to distort his sleep, the soothing beat of Bams heart was all he needed. However Bam was unable to close his eyes, every time he did he saw images of the woman he left behind. It wasn’t the woman he had left for to come for Ville, it was Missy. In his eyes the marriage would’ve been successful had he not have screwed it all up for the both of them. He felt like he had unfinished business of love with Missy.
Every time he thought of Missy though, Ville would flood his mind. The same was when he thought of Ville, it was Missy that would interrupt his feelings for him. He didn’t know what to do. He knew that if it came down to choosing just one or the other, he would take Ville without thinking twice, he still longed for the love he started that he led to fail in. It was the only time that he screwed up in the game of love, which led to much heartache.
With Jen it was all her that led to the destruction of their relationship, which he eventually was happy to end. But with Missy it was all his fault on that one. The new girl he used only to fill the empty space in his bed, not his heart. There was no friend that could comfort him in his most needed time, only alcohol could ease the pain of his loss of both his loves. He hated the drugs, but they were much quicker than any alcohol could be, and mixing the two became a euphoric paradise for him.
The hurt in his eyes from not being able to shut them for yet another night was getting annoying to him. When he was with Ville he didn’t want alcohol or drugs, yet he wanted Missy to be there with them. He had wished that she would’ve just said yes to the three-way relationship he had asked for in the past. It wasn’t just a sexual desire to fulfill, he could’ve gotten many people to help with that if it was all he wanted. But with this, he just merely wanted two different people at the same time.
He racked his brain trying to figure out what it was that made the idea of having both so peaceful in his mind. He yearned to have Missy on his left side while Ville took the right, to be in the middle of them in the peaceful slumber of the night. The idea brought a wonderful feeling over his whole body, making him smile. All Bam wanted was an answer to his question, why did he need to have two people for the same affection, and why could it only be those two?
Looking out Villes window he saw the sun beginning to rise in the distance. It was a beautiful sight, one he wanted to share with Ville. Kissing him on the forehead and motioning for him to wake up, Ville did with a slight fit. Bam laughed at his childish reaction to being woken up, then pointed to the window, where the two witnessed the birth of a new day.
Ville had watched the sun come up many times in the recent past due to not being able to sleep unless he put himself in a temporary coma of over the counter sleeping pills. But this time it was special to an unbelievable feeling of comfort. However Bam had also witnessed the same sun rising back home on a normal basis, from the inability to sleep as well. Even when he was passed out, he always seemed to wake up for the sun rise, only to bring an overwhelming feeling of guilt and depression, to know that the rise of the sun simply brought another day of lonliness that there seemed to be no cure for.
Yet here he lay with Ville, the main love of his life, and he still had a similar feeling. He knew that with Ville in his arms he would never feel completely alone, but without Missy in the mix, he knew he wouldn’t feel complete.
By the way if you missed the second part of the story, its a couple pages back, I would post a link to it, but I dont know how, cause I suck with computers, forgive me.
Author : gan_naire
Rating : G
Pairing : Ville and Bam
Disclaimer : Own no one, just a guy who wrote a fictional story.
Summary : Ville now having found a level of peace now that Bam has come back into his life, yet now it seems that Bam is the one that has become the sleepless one.
That night Ville slept like a baby, nothing at all entered his mind to distort his sleep, the soothing beat of Bams heart was all he needed. However Bam was unable to close his eyes, every time he did he saw images of the woman he left behind. It wasn’t the woman he had left for to come for Ville, it was Missy. In his eyes the marriage would’ve been successful had he not have screwed it all up for the both of them. He felt like he had unfinished business of love with Missy.
Every time he thought of Missy though, Ville would flood his mind. The same was when he thought of Ville, it was Missy that would interrupt his feelings for him. He didn’t know what to do. He knew that if it came down to choosing just one or the other, he would take Ville without thinking twice, he still longed for the love he started that he led to fail in. It was the only time that he screwed up in the game of love, which led to much heartache.
With Jen it was all her that led to the destruction of their relationship, which he eventually was happy to end. But with Missy it was all his fault on that one. The new girl he used only to fill the empty space in his bed, not his heart. There was no friend that could comfort him in his most needed time, only alcohol could ease the pain of his loss of both his loves. He hated the drugs, but they were much quicker than any alcohol could be, and mixing the two became a euphoric paradise for him.
The hurt in his eyes from not being able to shut them for yet another night was getting annoying to him. When he was with Ville he didn’t want alcohol or drugs, yet he wanted Missy to be there with them. He had wished that she would’ve just said yes to the three-way relationship he had asked for in the past. It wasn’t just a sexual desire to fulfill, he could’ve gotten many people to help with that if it was all he wanted. But with this, he just merely wanted two different people at the same time.
He racked his brain trying to figure out what it was that made the idea of having both so peaceful in his mind. He yearned to have Missy on his left side while Ville took the right, to be in the middle of them in the peaceful slumber of the night. The idea brought a wonderful feeling over his whole body, making him smile. All Bam wanted was an answer to his question, why did he need to have two people for the same affection, and why could it only be those two?
Looking out Villes window he saw the sun beginning to rise in the distance. It was a beautiful sight, one he wanted to share with Ville. Kissing him on the forehead and motioning for him to wake up, Ville did with a slight fit. Bam laughed at his childish reaction to being woken up, then pointed to the window, where the two witnessed the birth of a new day.
Ville had watched the sun come up many times in the recent past due to not being able to sleep unless he put himself in a temporary coma of over the counter sleeping pills. But this time it was special to an unbelievable feeling of comfort. However Bam had also witnessed the same sun rising back home on a normal basis, from the inability to sleep as well. Even when he was passed out, he always seemed to wake up for the sun rise, only to bring an overwhelming feeling of guilt and depression, to know that the rise of the sun simply brought another day of lonliness that there seemed to be no cure for.
Yet here he lay with Ville, the main love of his life, and he still had a similar feeling. He knew that with Ville in his arms he would never feel completely alone, but without Missy in the mix, he knew he wouldn’t feel complete.
By the way if you missed the second part of the story, its a couple pages back, I would post a link to it, but I dont know how, cause I suck with computers, forgive me.