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i was bored, so i started writing this, tell me what you think and i might continue writing. :)
Chapter 1
I’ll start from the beginning I guess. It’s a hell of a lot better then telling you how things are going as of now.
Ok, enough of my ramblings; it started like 2 months ago. Jenn was the only one who’d ever really been there for me no matter what. It hurt when she left me, but I dealt with. We’d broken up over some stupid reasons, but the last time was by far the lamest reason ever.
“Someone else loves you, and you may not realize it yet, but you love them too.” You should all be laughing now. I wasn’t though, I was confused and pissed off.
We agreed to stay on speaking terms. We didn’t really have a choice though. We didn’t want to tell Ape we’d split, so we pretended to still be together. Now that I think about it, that was the biggest mistake I’ve ever made.
Because we didn’t tell Ape, this whole thing really got blown out of proportion.
Before Jenn dumped me, Ville came out to visit us for a little bit. He started acting really weird around me. Then, that next night, boom, Jenn dumps me. Total bullshit if I do say so myself. I guess it’s one of those things you’re supposed to take in stride, but whatever.
So, Ville and Jenn then all of the sudden became best friends. I felt like I was in the god damn twilight zone.
Ville was acting really weird, I distinctly remember the conversation we had the night before Jenn dumped me.
“So, how are things with you and Jenn?” he asked first off. He didn’t seem nervous at first, and then all of the sudden he did.
“Good. You know, I’ve been thinking about proposing to her,” that’s no lie, I really did.
“Oh, well good luck with that,” he seemed almost cocky when he said that. I didn’t think anything of it though.
That was the night before Jenn dumped me and three days before the horrifying after party.
I know what you’re thinking, “God Bam, this was probably all your fault!” and I’m not going to lie to you, it was. It was entirely my fault. All because of some stupid drunken kiss I ruined everything.
So, let’s go back to the night of the after party. I like to think that’s when it really happened; not when me and Jenn broke up or when Ville came out to visit. It was centered around what happened during the after party and after the after party.
Chapter 2
At a CKY concert after party, Ville wasn’t talking to anyone. Being the great friend I am, I went over to talk to him of course.
“What’s up?” I asked; you know, the general conversation starter. If I’d asked him flat out what was wrong, it would’ve taken 2 fucking hours to get it out of him. By starting the conversation with “what’s up”, I could slowly ease him, or trick him, into telling me without pushing him too much.
He didn’t quite respond, it was basically just some grumbles and a series of hand gestures. Fuck, I didn’t know deaf people hand jive shit.
“What the fuck?” was seriously the only thing that came to mind; so naturally, I said it.
“I’ve been thinknig a lot lately,” Ville said. OK, now I would have to play the waiting game. I hate that game, ok? So, I asked what he’d been thinking about, but he still wasn’t answering in full sentences; fuck that, he wasn’t even saying any real words.
Luckily, before I got seriously up shit creek without a paddle, Jenn walked over. She immediately sat down next to Ville and began whispering to him. Now I was being ignored, great.
After I’d had enough of Jenn and Ville whispering, I nearly drank myself to death with Raab and Dunn.
Once I was officially hammered, I strolled over to Jenn and Ville. I sat down inbetween them and, you’re never going to believe this, kissed Ville.
After realizing what I’d done, I turned to Jenn. She looked so thrilled that I’d kissed him, and then she got pissed once she realized I was drunk.
After that, it went beautifully; we rushed home, me and Jenn got into a huge fight which ended up escalating quickly. So, as a result of that, I ended up throwing a vase at Jenn which hit her right in the stomach.
How perfect is this, Ape ran upstairs to see what was going on. Then, Jenn told her that we werent dating. Of course, Ape flipped a lid and yelled at me.
When everyone decided to calm their shit and go to bed, Ville found me outside. This is where it gets weird, trust me.
“You’re a great kisser,” he said that so cheerfully, I was petrified. He was my best friend but, that was weird! You know it is, don’t lie. I tried to brush it off, but I couldn’t.
“Uhm…I know,” was the only decent thing I could think of to say. There was an awkward silence after that, isn’t there always after something like that?
Well, I was in a crappy mood obviously, and I decided to go to the movies. I couldn’t not invite Ville, so he tagged along.
It wasn’t that I felt uncomfortable around Ville since that inncident, ok maybe it was, but I was really quiet around him when we sat down in the theater. By that time, I was wondering why I’d even bothered to go to the movies. Ville kept looking at me, smiling.
I didn’t say anything to him, I was thinking of saying something. Still feeling a little bit of a buzz, I rested my head on the seat. It was then that Ville put his arm around me. He slowly leaned over and softly started to kiss me. The surprising thing was, I didn’t pull away. Why wasn’t I pulling away?! I’ll tell you why, it felt amazing. Kissing Ville felt right.
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Chapter 1
I’ll start from the beginning I guess. It’s a hell of a lot better then telling you how things are going as of now.
Ok, enough of my ramblings; it started like 2 months ago. Jenn was the only one who’d ever really been there for me no matter what. It hurt when she left me, but I dealt with. We’d broken up over some stupid reasons, but the last time was by far the lamest reason ever.
“Someone else loves you, and you may not realize it yet, but you love them too.” You should all be laughing now. I wasn’t though, I was confused and pissed off.
We agreed to stay on speaking terms. We didn’t really have a choice though. We didn’t want to tell Ape we’d split, so we pretended to still be together. Now that I think about it, that was the biggest mistake I’ve ever made.
Because we didn’t tell Ape, this whole thing really got blown out of proportion.
Before Jenn dumped me, Ville came out to visit us for a little bit. He started acting really weird around me. Then, that next night, boom, Jenn dumps me. Total bullshit if I do say so myself. I guess it’s one of those things you’re supposed to take in stride, but whatever.
So, Ville and Jenn then all of the sudden became best friends. I felt like I was in the god damn twilight zone.
Ville was acting really weird, I distinctly remember the conversation we had the night before Jenn dumped me.
“So, how are things with you and Jenn?” he asked first off. He didn’t seem nervous at first, and then all of the sudden he did.
“Good. You know, I’ve been thinking about proposing to her,” that’s no lie, I really did.
“Oh, well good luck with that,” he seemed almost cocky when he said that. I didn’t think anything of it though.
That was the night before Jenn dumped me and three days before the horrifying after party.
I know what you’re thinking, “God Bam, this was probably all your fault!” and I’m not going to lie to you, it was. It was entirely my fault. All because of some stupid drunken kiss I ruined everything.
So, let’s go back to the night of the after party. I like to think that’s when it really happened; not when me and Jenn broke up or when Ville came out to visit. It was centered around what happened during the after party and after the after party.
Chapter 2
At a CKY concert after party, Ville wasn’t talking to anyone. Being the great friend I am, I went over to talk to him of course.
“What’s up?” I asked; you know, the general conversation starter. If I’d asked him flat out what was wrong, it would’ve taken 2 fucking hours to get it out of him. By starting the conversation with “what’s up”, I could slowly ease him, or trick him, into telling me without pushing him too much.
He didn’t quite respond, it was basically just some grumbles and a series of hand gestures. Fuck, I didn’t know deaf people hand jive shit.
“What the fuck?” was seriously the only thing that came to mind; so naturally, I said it.
“I’ve been thinknig a lot lately,” Ville said. OK, now I would have to play the waiting game. I hate that game, ok? So, I asked what he’d been thinking about, but he still wasn’t answering in full sentences; fuck that, he wasn’t even saying any real words.
Luckily, before I got seriously up shit creek without a paddle, Jenn walked over. She immediately sat down next to Ville and began whispering to him. Now I was being ignored, great.
After I’d had enough of Jenn and Ville whispering, I nearly drank myself to death with Raab and Dunn.
Once I was officially hammered, I strolled over to Jenn and Ville. I sat down inbetween them and, you’re never going to believe this, kissed Ville.
After realizing what I’d done, I turned to Jenn. She looked so thrilled that I’d kissed him, and then she got pissed once she realized I was drunk.
After that, it went beautifully; we rushed home, me and Jenn got into a huge fight which ended up escalating quickly. So, as a result of that, I ended up throwing a vase at Jenn which hit her right in the stomach.
How perfect is this, Ape ran upstairs to see what was going on. Then, Jenn told her that we werent dating. Of course, Ape flipped a lid and yelled at me.
When everyone decided to calm their shit and go to bed, Ville found me outside. This is where it gets weird, trust me.
“You’re a great kisser,” he said that so cheerfully, I was petrified. He was my best friend but, that was weird! You know it is, don’t lie. I tried to brush it off, but I couldn’t.
“Uhm…I know,” was the only decent thing I could think of to say. There was an awkward silence after that, isn’t there always after something like that?
Well, I was in a crappy mood obviously, and I decided to go to the movies. I couldn’t not invite Ville, so he tagged along.
It wasn’t that I felt uncomfortable around Ville since that inncident, ok maybe it was, but I was really quiet around him when we sat down in the theater. By that time, I was wondering why I’d even bothered to go to the movies. Ville kept looking at me, smiling.
I didn’t say anything to him, I was thinking of saying something. Still feeling a little bit of a buzz, I rested my head on the seat. It was then that Ville put his arm around me. He slowly leaned over and softly started to kiss me. The surprising thing was, I didn’t pull away. Why wasn’t I pulling away?! I’ll tell you why, it felt amazing. Kissing Ville felt right.
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