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Jan 18, 2005 15:30

Chapter 10

“It’s like he’s afraid to trust me now,” Bam explained to Burton when they arrived at Ville’s apartment. Burton was patiently listening to Bam, he knew that it took awhile for Bam to discuss his problems with other people.

“From what I hear, he has good reason not to trust you,” replied Burton. Bam gave him the death look.

“But he isn’t even realizing that I didn’t mean what I said,” Bam muttered, “I really do love him.”

“Bam, I hate to be the one to say this,” Burton began, “but maybe you really don’t like Ville as much as you think you do.”

Ville and Mige were busy putting Ville’s clothes in his room and getting everything situated.

“So what happened in West Chester?” Mige had heard something rather serious had happened, but he didn’t know the whole story.

“I don’t want to talk about it,” replied Ville.

Mige couldn’t argue with that. He had to respect Ville’s privacy. Besides, he’s end up hearing it from Bam soon or later.

As everyone prepared to head off to bed, Bam cornered Ville in the bathroom.

“Bam, please, I don’t want to talk about it now,” Ville said calmly.

“Just listen-“ Bam began, but Ville quickly cut him off.

“Ok Bam, I am going to tell you the truth about how I feel,” said Ville. Bam sat down on the side of the bathtub as Ville gently leaned against the sink.

“Bam, I really, really like you. And believe me, I am positive that you are the one my heart was made for. Ok? When I heard you yell that at Jenn, it broke my heart. I want to trust you, but at some point, it doesn’t seem possible,” said Ville. Bam nodded. He was glad Ville was being open with him.

“Ville, I really like you too. Unfortunately, it’ll take time for me to admit…with confidence that…” Bam trailed off.

“You love me,” Ville helped his finish.

“Yes. So, please…Ville trust me. I didn’t mean what I said to Jenn,” replied Bam. Ville walked over to Bam and sat down next to him. Ville laid his head on Bam’s shoulder.

Ville felt a small bit of relief. He actually felt that he could trust Bam no matter what. He understood about the whole love thing. He was happy as long as he was with Bam. Nothing else seemed to matter.

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