Cocaine love 5
Title:Cocaine Love
Author:Morticia(xheartagram666
pairing:vam
Rating:pg 13
Summary:Can ville and bam
Love under an addiction?
warnings:drug usage,language
a/n:i have ideas for an ending. So i might will be ending it soon. And i'm feeling bad about using kurt cobain's image like that. Like courtney's on here just waiting to sue me. 0.o. Last chapter, then I'm doing an epilouge and ending it.
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Morticia said she had "good news.". But for Ville and Bam, it was a relapse waiting to happen.
She got on the Ozzfest bill, with her band The Defied.
They didn't have to go. But Korn, Ozzy, Mötley, Buckcherry, White Stripes, Metallica, Megadeth, Chili Peppers, they couldn't pass up the opertunity to see every venue, free, and free backstage acess.
"Yeah, Sharon let Ozzy hear us and he said that we could become the next Manson." She said excitidly. "Next year I'll do Lollapalooza."
So she drove back to her house to get packed up for Ozzfest and the rest of her band, leaving Bam and Ville to figure out if they wanted to go our not.
"If we go, we'll relapse. But if we don't go, that's the event of a lifetime we're missing. Damn, I hate choices." Bam said. "I say go. If we relapse, we'll check into a rehab." Ville said. "But-" Bam tried to argue. Ville scilenced him with a kiss. "Fine." Bam finally said.
The two boys spent thier time alone getting to know each other better. They started kissing about 2 minutes before the other couple came. They heard their bus pull up. There kiss quickened. Ville opened his mouth to let Bam's tongue in. Bam slipped it in greatfully. They broke it for a second to strip off their shirts. They heard Morticia's Doc Marten's clunking towards the door. They broke it, because they wouldn't want to freak out her band mates.
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Two days later they left for the first Ozzfest show, in Pittsburgh. Bam and Ville ended up getting a room for themselves, which they loved.
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At the first show, as they predicted, Ville and Bam relapsed. Bam got way more high than Ville, and on uppers, while Ville did downers.
"Bammie, stop." Ville said. "Cheer up baby!" Bam screamed as Metallica began to play. He pulled Ville into a quick, drunken kiss. It tasted like smoke, and beer. Ville didn't like it. Next show, Bam isn't smoking, injecting, inhaling, drinking, or snorting shit. Ville thought.
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The next show was in Coloumbus, Ohio. Ville and Bam both had hangovers, Bam much more than Ville. They arrived at their hotel at 7, and Bam wouldn't wake up to go to their room, so Ville let him stay on the bus. I'm losing him. I'm going to wake up one morning, and he's going to be dead. It'll be like Sid Vicious, like Bon Scott, Layne Staley.
I can't loose another boyfriend. I just can't. Ville thought, remebering his last boyfriend, tears sliding down his face.
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The next show was two days after they arrived at the hotel. In those two days, Bam found a new drug source. Ville saw him loosing weight, and he was starting to become week. After the show, Bam was completely shitfaced and high again. Ville had to reason with him, or he would be dead. "Baby, you need to stop doing all those drugs at the shows. I didn't do any drugs at all." Ville said. "Because you're no fun." Bam said. Ville placed his lips softly on Bam's. "Bam, I love you. And I'm scared for you." he said while his voice cracked. "I love you too. But if you really love me, you'll let me do this." Bam said. "Okay. Okay." Ville said, his voice only a whisper. He was beginning to cry. He kissed Bam again.
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The next show was in Cincinnati. Ville regretted saying Bam could continue his drug use. Again he found a dealer in Cincinnati. He had lost about 30 pounds since the first show in Pittsburgh. He was becoming weaker too. They were becoming further and further apart, even though they still slept in the same bed.
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Bam did the same thing at the Cincinnati show, except this time, he passed out backstage. Ville had to take him back to the tour bus. Ville picked him up, and was suprised at how light he was.
Ville had no desire to hear The White Stripes play '7 Nation Army', or Ozzy's performance, so he stayed on the bus. He lay next to his boyfriend, and was sobbing. "I don't want to loose you, Bam-Bam. I love you." he cryed, holding Bam's hand. He leaned down and kissed his unconcious lips.
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The next Ozzfest show was in Louisville, Kentucky. Ville didn't want to see the show again, so he stayed on the bus. He couldn't have made a worse choice.
Ville stayed in his room for about an hour, watching some stupid movie. He got a cup of coffee and relaxed. Then, Morticia ran in, sobbing hysterically. "Wh-what's wrong?" Ville asked, not entirely wanting to know the answer. "B-B-Bam's d-d-d-dead." she sobbed. "Wh-what? N-no h-he, h-he can't be d-dead. I-I saw him a few h-hours ago." Ville sobbed. "He is, Ville. I-I'm sorry. I saw him fall. He did one dose to much of LSD." she said. "I'm sorry." Morticia repeated.
Ville sat down onto the bed, a shocked look on his face.
A/N: sorry about that, but i find character death the only way i can truely end a story. I'm posting an epilouge, an then this story's over.
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