Wish i could love you out loud
Author: Abz666
Title: Wish i could love you out loud
Pairing: Vam,
Summery: Ville lives in the 1930's. he is a respectable man but is unhappy with getting married. He falls in love with someone he should not and the relationship will not be accpted by anyone if anyone founds out. Can Ville find away to be with this person.
Disclaimer: I do not own anyone in the story, the story is just made up.
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“You are the lead singer. It’s your job to make choices like that.” After a few moments Ville put his hands together. “Please don’t let it be another crazy fan trying to get in here.” This had the rest of the laughing and it only stopped when a man walked into the room catching Ville eye.
The person was about 5 foot 6 inches, chocolate brow hair with hhypnotising blue eyes. Ville smiled warmly at him. “You must be the person from MTV?” It took the person a few moments to realise he was being spoken to.
“Yeah, that would be me. my name is Brandon but most people call me Bam. I’m not here o do an interview if that’s what you think.” “Why would you think that is what I was thinking?” “The look gives it away.”
Ville look towards his band mates with a strange look before turning his attention back to Bam. “This is Linda, Mikko, Gas and Burton.” Ville pointed to each person and they waved as a greeting. “May I ask what you are doing here if you are not doing an interview?”
Linda looked t Ville with a shock sort of expression which Ville just shrugged at. “You can’t be that rude to a guest, Ville.” Linda spoke to Ville using Finnish. Ville replied back in Finnish. “I was not rude. I asked nicely. I only asked as I wanted to know what he is doing here.”
Bam coughed slightly which caused the band to turn their attention to him again. “I’ve listened to the music for a while. I have used some of the music in skate demos and I thought it would be a good chance to meet the band.” “It’s nice to meet you.”
The room when silent until Mikko nudged Ville. “Are we ready to leave and go round town for a while?” Ville was smiling. “Yes. I’m always ready to go out drinking. Do you want to come with us, Bam?” “Yeah, alright.”
After three hours the band leave Ville and Bam. They were swooping stories and getting to know each other. “I hear you are getting married. Are you looking forward to the wedding?” Ville face completely dropped. “To be honest no I am not.” “Why not?”
“I know you are interesting in it but things are not what they appear. The only reason why I’m getting married is because of my family.” bam wanted to hug Ville as he looked depressed at the moment. “I know the feeling. Let’s not do the womanly thing and get depressed about what we can’t chance and get drunk.”
“That is the best idea I’ve heard all night. Get drunk or try dieing.” This had Bam laughing. They spent the rest of the night drinking and taking the piss out of random people. The night ended with Bam being passed out on Ville hotel bed.
The nest morning Ville woke up with the worlds biggest hang over only to notice the sleeping form next to him. This confused Ville until the form moved and Ville realised it was Bam. “What the fuck or you doing in my bed, Brandon?”
Bam flinched at the loudness of the person speaking. He answered Ville in a sleepy voice “what do you mean. this is my room.” Ville shucked his head and started poking Bam until he woke up completely. He looked at Ville and then round the room.
“Ok this is not my room.” “No shit Sherlock. How the hell did you end up in here?” bam was silent while thinking. “I think we got kicked out of the pub then decided to come back here for another drink. I then passed out. I don’t remember.” Ville got out of bed and went into the bathroom to get ready. “Oh well. It will come to us at some point. Do you want any breakfast?”
Ville walked out the room to find out Bam already ordered breakfast. Ville was about to ask Bam what his plans were when the hotel room phone started ringing. He answered it only to wish he ignored it.
“Hi Ville. How is the tour going. I was worried as you haven’t called in a while.”
“I’ve been busy, Victoria. It’s the same as every other tour I have done.”
“You don’t have to snap at me. I only asked. What is wrong?”
“There is nothing wrong. I’m getting sick of people nagging at me. I mean you by that.”
“If that is how you are going to be with me, I won’t bother.”
“I’m sorry. I’m just tired.”
“I’ll see you soon. Bye.
“Bye.”
Bam looked at Ville and noticed he didn’t look to happy. “Are you ok, Ville?” Ville looked at Bam with tired eyes and forced a smile. “Yeah. I’m fine.” Two seconds there was a nock and Bam asked to a very confused women.
A month later Bam was spending his time going on the tour with Ville has they have become really close friends. After a show Ville and Bam were in Bam’s room having a few drinks. Bam just handed Ville a whiskey. Before letting go he was watching Ville then leaned in to kiss him.
Ville kissed back but once he noticed what was going on, he pulled away. Ville got up and was stopped by Bam. Ville didn’t look at Bam while speaking to him. “I have to go. I’m sorry, that should never have happened.” “Why not, Ville? I’ve wanted to do that for a while. I think I’m starting to fall for you.”
“It can’t happen as people will never accept it. I‘m sorry” Ville ran out and into his room. He went for a shower. He slid down the back wall and put his knees to his chest. He hugged himself while letting the tears fall freely.