i'm back... again
NOTE -- Bold italics are the some things some of Bams' friends told him (i made them up), bold underlined italics are the replies in bams head.
I lay on my side on the cold ground; everything was just a reminder to me. Just lying down in the dead frost covered leaves reminded me how cold minded I could be, how selfish. Why did so many stay by my side?
I tried to rollover, the searing pain of my broken ribs and arm stop me going any further.
Why do so many of my fans adore me? Why do so many of my friends stay by my side and protect me from everything?
Bam you’re the greatest guy I know! I mean I’ve known you since like forever when you fought off the bullies back in 2nd grade!
Raab, you were being a dickhead back then, why wouldn’t I like you?
“Why does Ville care so much about me?” I whispered aloud, my broken arm feeling the pure frost of winter’s soon to be first snow. At least it numbed some of my pain.
“Bam?! Where are you?!” I lifted my head until the pain came back, forcing my neck to relax and letting my bleeding head fall to the ground. Great, trust the guys come out to look for me.
Bam, you’re one of the most insane people I know welcome to jackass!
That’s not true Knoxville, I’m the least insane person in the jackass crew to date.
I sighed and tried to shout, but the pain in my ribs screamed at me and I gasped, collapsing back onto my stomach. Looks like I’m gonna be in tonnes of pain in a minute.
“Bam! Come on sweetheart where are you?!” Ville and the crew were getting closer. I closed my eyes and took a deep breath, pushing myself up and screaming loudly. I got into a sitting position and collapsed back to the floor. Swearing under my breath when I heard worried voices and pounding boots.
“Bam! Talk to us Bam!” I heard Ryan shout.
Hey dude, why don’t we a movie? Starring me, the infamous Ryan Dunn
Ha, random hero, that was one of the few movie we would make about you.
“Come on man! Bam-Bam stay with us and shout something anything!” Knoxville shouted, I couldn’t help but smile, remembering when I, Knoxville and Ryan were in a maze and we were shouting uncle- that’s it!
I took a deep breath and ignored the pure agony on my left side. Shouting at the top of my lungs the most random yet most used word in the castle.
Hey Bam! Let’s find out what happens when we jump off the van onto the trampoline, onto the next one!
We soon found out, didn’t we Dico?
“UNCLE!” I heard Knoxville’s short lived laugh but they were nowhere in sight. The last leaf on the tree I was leaning against broke free from its branch, slowly falling to the ground. The snow soon followed, becoming heavier and heavier by the second, and stupid me I’m only a HIM top and some baggy trousers and my Adio shoes. The snow picked up quickly and I could feel myself losing strength.
“Wi...l-la.” I tried to shout, but came out a strangle gasped. Nothing anyone could hear.
Dude, you saved my life! I’m gonna stay clean because of that! Thanks Bam!
I did it because I care about you, life partner.
“Bam shout again! Please sweetheart!” I smiled softly to myself and collapsed to the snow covered ground, the pain didn’t bother me anymore, nothing did. Not the reason why people liked me, not the reason why so many people hated me for being who I was, nothing was clouding my vision.
I closed my eyes and felt the blankets of snow cover me.
I love you Bam, with all my heart. It was never Jonna, she was just a cover up for the true feelings I had for you.
I love you too Ville, and I’ll never forget you. not even in death...
The frost in my heart killed the fire in my mind, only to die in the snow of the world.
I lay on my side on the cold ground; everything was just a reminder to me. Just lying down in the dead frost covered leaves reminded me how cold minded I could be, how selfish. Why did so many stay by my side?
I tried to rollover, the searing pain of my broken ribs and arm stop me going any further.
Why do so many of my fans adore me? Why do so many of my friends stay by my side and protect me from everything?
Bam you’re the greatest guy I know! I mean I’ve known you since like forever when you fought off the bullies back in 2nd grade!
Raab, you were being a dickhead back then, why wouldn’t I like you?
“Why does Ville care so much about me?” I whispered aloud, my broken arm feeling the pure frost of winter’s soon to be first snow. At least it numbed some of my pain.
“Bam?! Where are you?!” I lifted my head until the pain came back, forcing my neck to relax and letting my bleeding head fall to the ground. Great, trust the guys come out to look for me.
Bam, you’re one of the most insane people I know welcome to jackass!
That’s not true Knoxville, I’m the least insane person in the jackass crew to date.
I sighed and tried to shout, but the pain in my ribs screamed at me and I gasped, collapsing back onto my stomach. Looks like I’m gonna be in tonnes of pain in a minute.
“Bam! Come on sweetheart where are you?!” Ville and the crew were getting closer. I closed my eyes and took a deep breath, pushing myself up and screaming loudly. I got into a sitting position and collapsed back to the floor. Swearing under my breath when I heard worried voices and pounding boots.
“Bam! Talk to us Bam!” I heard Ryan shout.
Hey dude, why don’t we a movie? Starring me, the infamous Ryan Dunn
Ha, random hero, that was one of the few movie we would make about you.
“Come on man! Bam-Bam stay with us and shout something anything!” Knoxville shouted, I couldn’t help but smile, remembering when I, Knoxville and Ryan were in a maze and we were shouting uncle- that’s it!
I took a deep breath and ignored the pure agony on my left side. Shouting at the top of my lungs the most random yet most used word in the castle.
Hey Bam! Let’s find out what happens when we jump off the van onto the trampoline, onto the next one!
We soon found out, didn’t we Dico?
“UNCLE!” I heard Knoxville’s short lived laugh but they were nowhere in sight. The last leaf on the tree I was leaning against broke free from its branch, slowly falling to the ground. The snow soon followed, becoming heavier and heavier by the second, and stupid me I’m only a HIM top and some baggy trousers and my Adio shoes. The snow picked up quickly and I could feel myself losing strength.
“Wi...l-la.” I tried to shout, but came out a strangle gasped. Nothing anyone could hear.
Dude, you saved my life! I’m gonna stay clean because of that! Thanks Bam!
I did it because I care about you, life partner.
“Bam shout again! Please sweetheart!” I smiled softly to myself and collapsed to the snow covered ground, the pain didn’t bother me anymore, nothing did. Not the reason why people liked me, not the reason why so many people hated me for being who I was, nothing was clouding my vision.
I closed my eyes and felt the blankets of snow cover me.
I love you Bam, with all my heart. It was never Jonna, she was just a cover up for the true feelings I had for you.
I love you too Ville, and I’ll never forget you. not even in death...
The frost in my heart killed the fire in my mind, only to die in the snow of the world.